Saturday, February 26, 2005
Cant sleep rite now..haiz..
Woke up in da mornin accompanied my mum to j.east.. bibo, the guy who wanted to knoe me yesterday at the pool,msg me..and im like not tt interested and i told him im kind of bz.. u knoe wat.. im already tired makin new frenz coz have to start from square 1..u knoe.. tell ur name,age,where i live,sch..etc..
went breakfast at mc den walk arnd j.east and i bought a shirt at baleno..juz to wear it juz now at shafiq's bday party. yalah..me out of clothes already.. anyway, thanxs to my mum..
came back late at 12 midnite..hai..so tired..well juz now b4 goin to yana's place dee came to my house..by 6 we left..first to molly's house. have to return her camera coz she left it wif me last week...den waited for amin's sms which he didnt until da very last min...by den it was like at 9 da time i promised mum to be back home..bcoz of this, i have to call my mum and told her i'll be late...
ya.. dee n me planned to ask rom along..and guess wat? he did want but he brought along a fren..hhmm.. i dont quite like da style of his fren..mat giler..tapered..tgk org cam nak mkn..(klau boleh..) well..all da way i look at his fren..he don really like da environmet in yana's house wif alot of small kids..which is cute to me..rom msg me sayin tt he gtg coz he got somethin up..wateverlah... not even half an hour, he already wanted to leave..
dee and i decided to take a cab as it was gettin late..n dee's mother started to shout over da phone.. even i can hear it standin next to her..
me?? my mum has gone to bed as i reached home..my bro? still not yet home..so consider safe..
wow..atleast my mum trust me..thanxs mum! Love U!
Havin alot of fun today celebratin dee's bday!! hey dee! sori cant celebrate it on da day itself..last week was such a busy week rite...
Well...straight after sch, we have our lunch(yummy) delicious..
then decided to play pool..hahah guess wat? we go round n round n round to find this place called west coast rc...lolz..and this place happens to be juz at the other side of clementi..near stadium.. but we are like so duh..took cab..
wat we called it...over-generous..give the uncle $2.50 for our trip..lolz..
zhen!!! =p
First, we played bowlin then we play pool..u shld see how zhen bowl..*giggled
she didnt roll da ball but instead she let it go..hahah..if only da floor can talk i guess it will ask zhen not to throw da ball..lolz
zhen i muz admit..u are so cute..dee! not bad for a first time..
after 2 games of bowlin..n we play pool..
da place is not tt gd..i prefer at j.east
oh ya.. after playin for like 20 minz, there is this one group of malay guyz playin next to us... they keep lookin at us and i could really concentrate. they disturbed us.. and finally they ask for su's no. =p i knoe my gurlz are pweetty..heheh..
so we exchange no. one of them wanted to get to knoe me..neah juz make frenz ok not tt interested u knoe.. coz i got sumone in mind... hai...but..would this one try to confess?nvm.
overall..i have fun..rite dee???
Friday, February 25, 2005
Artis : PETERPAN
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semua rasa yang kau beri
Where's My Handsome???
Darlin...it has been a few days i didnt update u...hahaha
kinda bz wif my project work..hai..so tired! tomorrow is da submition date!!
//where's my hansome?? is he da one msg-ing me every now and den?? or.. he's da one whom i saw most of da time?? is he near or far?? when will he be da one..who is always by my side to care..love...and shine my day...
well.. he confessed to me tt he has been thinkin abt me these few days... im not surprised.. coz i knew this goin to happen... and see...it did...haiz...
[lain org aku tunggu...lain pulak yg dtg..] ok...i was thinkin too much abt da sms till i send him a msg which was meant 4 dee...i did called him rite away to warn him not to read...and to delete it straightt away..well, su got da feelin he did read it..me too...well wat to do..stupid of m! so careless!
hhmmm..im gettin lazy this few days...but i make sure i drag my this body,soul,mind,heart,brain..etc to sch...lol. i want to finish sch A.S.A.P!!
Monday, February 21, 2005
What da F*CK
Haiyo...........
not again...
sir_elfian..
sumone tt i know like 2yrs ago...he appeared online few minutes ago..and my msn havin slight prob so we decided to talk on da phone...
he wanted to exchange pic and we did...i send a pic of mine which is not tt clear..unless someone has a clear color phone..
da moment i received his pic, i was damn shocked.. coz......
saw this familiar face guy in tt pic..
it is him...
so i told him tt im studying in clementi ite. guess wat?? he's from da same sch.. lolz..wat siak! ok..then he wanted to meet in sch.. but i hack care only.. i take as if all this didnt happen...
out of all people..y muz be sumone in da same sch...
haiz..
but think of it... i laughed..itz kinda silly..
Sunday, February 20, 2005
What a Small World...
Great! So bored at home and decided to go out..but i have no dea where..until i call one of my fren, molly..so decided to meet her at her place..
We went to jurong point.
While im on my way to molly' house, rom sms askin me what im doin. I told him tt im goin J.P later with my fren. So we decided to meet at da coffee bean...
Coincidence, molly's fren was there..so they decided to join tables. I told rom tt it's goin to be 3 people but now...more..lolz
5 mins later he arrived..well, handsome is not da exact word to describe him. lolz.
im not trying to be mean here.. but it's da fact.. he's an average lookin guy, erm, nice to make fren with..
Another 15mins time, ogy(molly's bf) arrived. The shockin moment of my life! He shake hand with rom and guess what? he said, "Eh rom! ape khabar??"(eh rom! how are u??) Damn! I didnt know tt they know each other.. he knows hendra and know he knows rom?? haiyo..everybody he knw. Like i have no freedom..
But, nvm..atleast ogy is there to talk to him..hahah
oh ya..i have buy chicken rice for my mum. rom took da same bus with me and so i ask him to carry my soup..hahah..and he did.. hhmmm..
-end of this story-
Friday, February 11, 2005
Weeee...i had a great fun at CDANS..we bowl till evening....well...my bro invited his frens to..
At first i was quite shy with them..but as we bowl..we get to know each other better.
While waitin for one of da gurl we played our first 2 games.
Idris kept disturbin me...Ask me to aim to da right..to da left...etc..he's such a cutey...hahahah..
At the end of da day..i went home with broken nails..lolz..but overall, da game was fun..
//Cant believe tt my parents comin back today..they were supposed to come back on sat..not enuff enjoyment..lolz
My this holiday suck big time!
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
hey holiday's comin..lookin forward..hhaha..my parents goin away for a few days.. so, i'll be like at home with my siblings..yeah! oh ya.. my desk top havin some probz and my dad send it 4 repair so i wont be typin my testi for sometimes unless i managed to used my bro's comp..well guess i have to wait on monday to update my blog ..i wont be goin school on fri..neah..holiday mood still...hahahah..
now im at home bein studentz and part time housewife??? hahah.. clean da house, cook..blablabla...gotta plan my wed and thurz holiday...
\\retype...stupid asshole!// Tuesday, February 08, 2005
been bz like everyday..
went to su's house last fri after school.. actually, we supposed to do our project proposal but instead we play game, watch mtv, and play with her catz..lolz
After dat, i have to be in da airport to pick my dad up.. miss him alot!
Da next day, i have an early lesson..woke up late! lucky me..my dad willing to drive me there..
My parents plan to go J.B and they bring my bro along..Thanxs god da big mouth is out! Both my sis and i have our own plans.. i accompanied her to 'kampong melayu' to rent costumes for their dance on tues. Gurlz nowadayz look mature damn fast...my frenz thought i have an elder sis but actually my younger sis.. she got a mature look.. Among all her frens, she was da only one who wore make-up and well-dressed.
On sunday, i went to meet waty, my soulmates..lolz..with my sis. As usual different hairstyle. she bought us lunch at long john silver.. Straight after meetin her, we decided to go home straight..guess what? my mum called and she told me tt my dad bought us a gif.. and it is mp3..(so touched) Im not happy though coz..it's aint fair! All of da time, i was da one who do all da housechores but she didnt and she get all this luxuries..
1)hp at da age of 12
2)discman
3)expensive shoes and bags
4)and now mp3
for my case i had my 1st hp during sec 3..but still she's not appreciative enough..
her everyday routine was school..den came back late; reason,dance practice. At home 1st thing she did was to hog on da phone..watch tv.. didnt do any work, study, not even her shower..eewww...my sis and i dont really click at time.. always quarelle but ok later..
i wonder when she's goin to change her f*ckin attitude..
<<<\\Look ahead u...//>>> Thursday, February 03, 2005
like any other dayz..life is still like this.. miserable as it is...life without the "lifeness".
today school endz damn early...coz, almost all teachers have their meetings... Splendid! hahah.. meet my mum at west mall after school to accompany her buy her stuff. well, she wanted to have lunch first..and so we went KFC. Da thing is tt, i've already eaten in school; a plate of chicken rice. Wow..im damn full! but i did bought her zinger burger and got myself mash potato.
da weather is bad! damn humid.. makes my mood change every now and then..
hhmmm..when am i goin to have a bf?? lolz
*oh god! i need a life..so tt im not bored to death..
probably those who read my blog are damn bored readin about my boredom.
*sigh..
come on fieza get a life!
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
felt so happy cause we had ideas for our project work!! Ideas and more ideas!! lolz...too excitedlah... hahahah...today i was like again no mood.. ala..normal lah for a gurl... =p
today we didnt go s.w again...hahah...forever ar..
oh ya..my mum told me tt she'll be goin away with my father...
hmm...im da one supposed to go for a holiday... but... there are pros and cons...
pros:1) i can go out..
2) can be back home late
3) enjoy
cons:1) muz cook myself
2) nobody to wake me up
3) prepare breakfast for tt 2 bratt
4) do everythin myself
uurgh! muz be damn tired!
Really need to take a break...wanted it so badly...
*boohoo..
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
Hey..it's aint fair at all!!! My uncle keeps goin for a holiday and me??? i have to feed his cat everytime he's having alot of fun overseas! I've been planning to go for a short break this Chinese New Year..and now??? Do i have to like cancel my plans juz to like give way to him?? Hey! Come on uncle dear, give me a chance to have a break..im stressin here.. last month, u juz went for a holiday and this new year not again...
So what is da plan??? haiyo...
Today, my mum's is havin PMS..she keep shoutin to my sis and me...damn irritatin! i need silence! is tt hard to like silence for a few minutes??? hai... my life is so damn miserable.. i have a sis but i dont feel like i have one! coz she's useless to me! she didnt help me with any of da damn chores
I really need to freshen up my mind..relaxin..relief tensions etc.
=(
The girl who is so lost without you.