Monday, August 29, 2005
hey..hey..hey..!! Congratulation to my sweet Kak Siti!! She had just got MARRIED!!! Hai...im so happy for her but....there are few probz tt i could'nt mention it here...too personal..
I reached mummy's house at 11 am just on time to watch da Mak Andam dress her up... She look so pretty..there's a shine in her face tt i can see.. =)
At first mummy asked me to be da Berkat Gurl..but on da actual day..i only have to walk around look at people..well..ofcause i felt a little bored.
Not untill Amir ccame...he was sitting with me all da way till he's goin off.. he's so cute..there's always a smile on his face..
hey i make new friends with Ijad's gf..she's nice..at first i thought she's da type of gurl..u knoe look at other gurls and gave them one kind of look... but instead she turn up to be a friendly type of person. =)
Came back home by 10...carried 2 heavy plastic bags with food and such..
overall i had a great time..
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
Im so looking forward for this day... woke up early and clean da house..as usual..have to do tt before goin out... i left home at abt 1 pm... Took da train to orchard.. seriously..i felt unconfortable walking alone..some more to town...
But i managed to calm myself down n was reminded by my sis's advice.. walk straight.. look straight..feel confident and proud as if u are a star... hahahah.. it sounds silly huh?? what do u think??? but i managed to walk without fear though..
Because i dont wanna sweat like a mad pig.. i always sweat when im hot n even nervous.. weird..
oh well...called su cause im not really sure abt da place...
i have to walk a few distance cause i alight at orchard instead of somerset... da first thing i realised was most of da gurlz who turned up were chinese.. only 3 malay gurlz plus me... hmmm... ok.. its ok...
wanna knoe one more thing?? through out da talk they were so quiet and i couldnt help it cause im da one answering most of da questions... hello??? Im a bit malu lah cause everybody was sittin with their bloody lips stuck together...
Nvm...i thought we will be bringing home a goodie bag..but..no..we were given 20% off to purchase their product.. what??? my heart was like crackin into pieces.. i only have 10 bucks with me... Boo..hoo.. =(
Haiyo..but da good thing was...i got da tickets to zouk!!! hahahah... im goin to seventeen birthday party at zouk with waty!!! yey!!
NDP Motivators Appreciation Night 2005 Sunday, August 21, 2005
Just came back home from Simei ITE..well.. i thought the appreciation night is goin to be hell a good time but instead..it's the opposite.. oklah...it's not tt bad either.. had our dinner there.. da food was ok... food rating 3/5.. i was not really hungry so i just took 2 chicken wing a little mee siam.. Brought my camera along.. feeling so excited n thought we goin to have a party..
**Party??? yeah..party.. with nice updated songs.. which makes our body moves to da beat..
I cant believe it!! it's so pathetic...really didnt enjoy much BECAUSE someone buggin me to take her photos!!!
AAaarrgh! im so pissed by tt time..
She pull me here and she pulls me there...and guess what??? like almost all da pics in my cam...got her face...without fail
Come on!!! i bring my camera to take photos of myself with da others... ya.. and the most annoying thing was... in some of the pics...my face was blocked. EEeeee!!!! :-<
One of da pic she took..
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
Before i begin...would like to thank waty for da birthday gifts..da hair..da clothes u gave.. i like... u mean so much to me...
Well...im not da one who felt emo today but....a friend of mine was feelin emo today..due to some reasons she ought to felt tt way...
I mean who doesnt...pitty u dear...
Be strong gurl!!
I knoe i dont really knoe what exactly u are feelin right now..coz i never faced this kind of situation before...i wish i wouldnt..
It's really hurtin i knoe when u like tt one person..and u think he's da one for u...suddenly..tt one person dissapoint u by crushin your heart like a paper..
i hurt when this happened!
I myself dont knoe what's my feelin like...im still confused..?? I guess...but i dont wanna think about it...only make me go crazy but i admit...once in a while...i will..
oh ya...my American friend chat with me today..he was online only for a short while...he told me tt he's gonna be away...i thought tt he was goin overseas for a holiday or somethin...but...shockin..it's sad to hear..he had to faced for what he did...mayb a year or two...poor james..haiz...pic da wrong gurl i guess...
**NEVER be BULLIED into silence.. NEVER ALLOW yourself to be made a VICTIM.. ACCEPT no one's definition of your life...BELIEVE in YOURSELF!!
Someday (I Will Understand) Friday, August 12, 2005
[Verse 1:]
Nothing seems to be the way
That it used to
Everything seems shallow
God give me truth
In me
And tell me somebody is watching
Over me
And that is all I'm praying is that
Someday I will understand
In God's whole plan
And what he's done to me
Oh but maybe
Someday I will breathe
And I'll finally see
I'll see it all in my baby
[Verse 2:]
Don't you run too fast my dear
Why don't you stop?
Just stop and listen to your tears
They're all you've got
It's in you
You see somebody is watching
Over you
And that is all I'm praying is that
Someday you will understand
In God's whole plan
And what he does to you
Oh but maybe
Someday you will breathe
And you'll finally see
You'll see it all in your baby
You'll see it all in your baby
No moment
Will be more true
Than the moment
I look at you
It's in you
You see somebody is watching
Over you
And that is all I'm praying is that
Someday you will understand
In God's whole plan
And what he does to you
Oh but maybe
Someday you will breathe
And you'll finally see
You'll see it all in your baby
You'll see it all in your baby
You'll see it all in your baby
You'll see it all in your baby
Thursday, August 11, 2005
Yey...hahah..been so busy lately... yeah..yeah...probably u've readin my post n found me sayin 'been busy'dozens of time but it's da fact...im such a busy person... (susah hidup popular ni..) hahah...
neah..im been busy with da ndp thing...makin cookies to sell in sch on 8th Aug.. hhmmm...i have to make total of 600 over cookies..imagine tt?? but Di was there to help me.. Not afraid of makin a lost cost we had our pre order a week before. guess what we sold all of da cookies... yey! heheh...
yesterday was singapore's 40th birthday... kinda bored u knoe at da padang... it's kinda weird tt...da gurls in my area used to be damn energetic but yesterday they seemed dead... they didnt dance tt much infront of da audience... hmm..and me?? me too ofcoz... i just dont knoe why... like no mood like tt... so i did what i supposed to do.. but yesterday is my stupid day... really man.. SO STUPID! i dont wanna talk about about it... it will juz piss me..
ok...anyway today all those participate in da ndp were excused from sch...haha.so happy... but how nice if sch start next mon right...so i can enjoy resting...
Thursday, August 04, 2005
hahah...received alot of birthday wishes through my hp. First from Amir then Waty next Faris...Yanti..Liyz..Di..and lastly Shalu... she got my no from Vinod...
Hey..how come there are so many people for me to wish too?? lolz..
I have to wish my bro..Vinod..Nel..Yati..my sis's ex bf...wow! hahah...
how greatful of me to share da same birthday with my bro...
Vinod invited me to his birthday party at Pizza Hut...sounds interesting but how can i be in 2 places at a time..rite?? Sorry bro... =)
Today..we had our family dinner at Lagoon Sari at Bukit Timah Plaza...i was a bit pissed cause my sis was late from sch...it's already 7pm and she's still not home yet.. because of her we were late for our dinner..anyway thought da food not goin to be nice but overall it was not so bad... i ate quite a lot.. hmmm...i still prefer eatin in Sakura then Lagoon Sari... went back home feelin damn full...
*Busy week OR i shall say...month??* Wednesday, August 03, 2005
Wow...im so busy lately...have to do this...do tt..so tired.. Ndp is gettin near and have to prepare for da cookies.. not little u knoe...alot!!!
Today..went around da sch promoting our cookies and taking pre-order...couldnt believe tt we over ordered..i mean..we took too many orders...hahaha... but oklah eh.. must work extra hard to make them...haiyo...it's my bday and i have to sacrifice my time.. 'cool' huh??
after sch di come to my house to do project bt ended up she go friendster.. hahaha and im like feelin sleepy while watchin tv...my eyes was like half shut...
My special day is comin and im lookin forward for somethin special from tt special someone..
Monday, August 01, 2005
Meet waty today for a free photo make over..waty get 2 voucher for a photo make over and so she asked me to go with her...well, im excited but at da same time nervous coz i dont really like to take picture..hahah...i cant get my eyes to open everytime da flash comes out.. stupid rite???
ok..when we were there..they seemed a bit busy...but not for long.. i was da first to go to do da make up... it was perfect..they cover up my scars but..it's thicklah...due to da lighting they say..
During da photo shoot...i was damn blur...i didnt knoe what to pose and how...lolz...and so da camera man tell me what i suppose to do..i felt relieved.. kind of..but i dont like da way he asked me to smile widely...it's just so not me.
After tt..we went to town.. waty bought revlon straighterner for only 39 buckz.. hmmm..i shld consider huh..?? then went to do some window shop...but i did bought a belt..heheh..for $12. it's gettin late so we decided to go home.. on da way, waty quarrel with Am..i think coz of ttlah we took da wrong side train home...hahaha... from orchard to city hall...and then took train from city hall towards orchard back...hahah..we realised it late when we already reached yio chu kang...so we cant do anythin but to sit and just carry on..
Reached home feelin miserable coz he didnt sms me neither call... so i call him instead.. he didnt answer but sms sayin he's at work. quarell a bit.. i didnt knoe what will happen next.
haiz...
The girl who is so lost without you.