Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Again today i dont feel like myself.
In class, i dont feel like talking and laughing.
Even my lecturer noticed me. Something was bothering me and i dont know how to make it go away.
Too many things to handle at a time.
Oh and ya after class, i was waiting for Izan because we always go home together but yesterday he walk straight to play pool with Syafiq. He supposed to tell me right that he's not going home.
So i went back home with Yus cause earlier on he wanted to go back with me.
Ended up he sent me till under my block.
Sunday, May 28, 2006
Well... today, i dont feel like doing anything but as u know i have my drama training every Sat. I knew that with me feeling suck, i'll go way beyond myself. Guess what? I did..
Somehow i become hyper but over hyper. It like im taking drugs like that. No, i dont.
Everything was ok but not until the real training start.
When im in this mood, dont ever irritate me. Serious.
He was damn irritating, i dont know why, is it me or him but not me. I know cause im not the only one here..
What i know im trying to give sugessions. Is that wrong for voicing out my opinion?
Am i over-powered him?
Whatever it is..he also must listen to us. Not only we have to listen to him.
I always talk after he talks. So??? Am i still wrong?
I dont know..it's up to him to take it or not. Dont think if he's the boss, he's always right!
Thursday, May 25, 2006
Currently, right now im at my work place. Now, im having my lunch break but i didnt go down to buy any food. I brought some from home which i ate just now as my late breakfast while typing. Even now, i take the opportunity to blog..while typing my job.(what else i have to do?) My work is listen and type what i heard. You may say its easy. I did say that too. Dont be shock if you sit here and try to do what im doing. Its sounds easy but not quite my friends.
My eyes gets tired. My ears too.
Im sure you guys want to know what are the audios that i was given to listen. Right?(think so but i'll still say it if u dont ask..hahaha)
It's being recorded in a primary one class. I have to type out what the teacher say, what the students say. So, i had a hard time trying to figure out what this bunch of primary kids trying to say.. Tough? Maybe for those who have small siblings have no problem with it. But i do. Hahaha..
Yesterday, i went out from work a little early due to my night class at 630.(tell me..am i hard working or what?) Manage to reached Bugis at 530, just got the time to search for my shoe. I mean, i want to buy a shoe. Got myself a pair. Simple but nice to me.. =)
Izan wanted to accompany me but i dont fancy guy accompanying me while shopping. It's just too..I dont know. All i know, it will make my work(shopping) slow. After buying the shoe,meet him infront of Mac. Then , meet Zie and Il. Zie wanted to play pool. And for the last 20mins before class, we rush playing pool. Shockingly, i didnt felt sleepy in class.(thanks god!)
After school, as usual will go home together with Izan. But the thing is that, Yus called me halfway and wanted to meet me for a while and he also need to take peanut that he bought from me. Hmmm, there's a slide changes with his look. I mean style. He's getting more.....attractive.(oh no! What am i talking!) Hot! Well, im not only think about the looks. Now, im thinking about what's in the heart. I dont really like he's behaviour. Hot temper.
So i meet Yus at City Hall together with Izan and Zi. After Zi had left. So left with Izan, Yus and me. I was joking with Yus and pull his hand. U know something? Yus told me that he saw Izan's face change. Hhmmm. Yus was quiet all the way. I could see his face was pissed when everytime he wants to talk to me, Izan cut us. Hhmmm.
I'll tell u something. To avoid complication, i told Yus that im attached. So, until now he thought that im attached. That was like months ago. Hmmm..for Izan,obviously he know's im single. Ok. So, i dont know what to do next.
Anyway, thanxs Yus for buying my peanut. =)
Monday, May 22, 2006
Cant believe that im going to work tomorrow...hahahah
Im working temporary at NTU doing trancribing.
Start tomorrow at 930-530.
Hopefully, my back dont ache....
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
I can go nutz!! hahaha
Peanut here..
Peanut there...
This week im down with more peanuts..
Im still taking orders.
I have Cashew, Pistachio and sugar coated peanut.
Ouh, thanxs to Faris for buying 5 packets of my cashew nut.
Thanxs alotz!
U're my bestest friend i ever had...( betul! tak bedek..)
Hhmmm...let me see what else i can talk...
ouh..
Liyz, how are u doing with your job???
Hope u're doing okey.. hehehe..
I had a job offered by my bro's gf. It's at NTU doing transcribing.
Think of it, not badlah. Think i'll give it a go...
Sunday, May 14, 2006
Give out flyers was tough...
First venue was at Chua Chu Kang, Lot1. I dont really see malay teenagers there. Hhhmm..maybe most of them went town. After that, we went to Jurong East. Get myself free Coca Cola Light free at the booth. =) Then went dinner at Long John. We did distribute flyers while walking too. U'll never see them if u stay one side. Atleast managed to give to a few of the teens. Hopefully, they dont trash it. We decided to try our luck at West Mall, last hope. But, it was the same. Nevermind. I'll come again next time..
**Recieved one SMS from one of the teens. She's interested. Yey!! Hopefully, i'll get more people interested..
Saturday, May 13, 2006
He's Amin friend
Birthday cake for Fik & Faris
Hmmm...i must say i enjoy it although only a few of people can make it... Alot of last minutes stuff which pissed me..but total=fun.
Im like the only girl who stay over.. haiz. Was being bullied by the guys. Hahahaha.
Great experience..(dont think badlah..i mean spending time with ITE classmates in an outing like this).
Amin was the noisy one. Oh ya, Yat came late cause he's working. So total number of guys who stayed over was 6 but Fik left when all of us wanted to sleep. So left 5 guys and a girl(that's me) sleeping in a room.(nothing happened, I swear.)
They're such a good boy.. We slept at about 4am i guess.
Woke up at 7am. It's all Mail's fault. He woke up early cause he need to go to work. As he was about to take a shower, he said he saw a big fat lizard in the toilet. There he went up and started to wake us up asking for help to get rid of that creature. Hahahaha.. Faris cant be bothered. So, to shut his mouth, i wake up and went down for lizard hunting..hahaha..But i cant see any lizard.
Maybe it must have ran away by the time i went down. Despite the missing lizard, he still didnt want to step inside the toilet. In the end he didnt took a shower but only wash his face. =)
Thursday, May 11, 2006
Today, is the day that im looking forward for. We're having our class chalet but sad to say that not the whole class can make it.
It's a tough job i had to organised this. Maybe it happened to be at the wrong time. But i've no choice..
The plan was that Zana have to cook and bring food. But due to schooling, i took over her. Liyz and me went to Sheng Shiong to buy syrup and some other stuff..
It seems like i have to bring the whole shit. I dont mind but if like this, i'd rather do my own chalet and just invite the others.
Now, how am i going to bring all this stuff there? Obviously a cab. Dont say MRT or bus. How am i going to carry, 4litre of syrup, fried macaroni, a cake. I've no more hand. Im not an octopus.
Im so sad...
One more prob, nobody have a water container. How are we supposed to make the drinks..??? AAaaargh!!! What a luck.
Im going to sweep the house soon, then help my mum with the cooking. haiz...
Im full with shit. Sam just called me and he wants me to do proposal.
List of things i have to do:
1) I have to list my business ideas(sch assignment)-my lecturer want to see it by next week; die!!!
2) prepare for friday's meeting
3) type and print proposal
4) print flyers
5) distribute flyers
6) buy prepaid card for TPK
7) type out and print minutes
8) sell my peanuts
Wow! Didnt realised i have this much job to do... *Big Sigh*
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
There's this one particular guy..he confess to me a few weeks ago saying that he cant take it no longer. He gave up hope on me... Hmmm..i have no idea what to say at that particular moment. i went speechless. Well, it's not necessary for him to tell me that right..
He can just act per normal and behaive normal. Hhmmm..(maybe he wants me to feel guilty..)
U never know.
And when that chapter ended...
I've a new one appeared.
Why cant i be free of this kind of situation... Im stuck at this new prob now.. Im really bad at this..Haiz...
Maybe im too demanding or choosy with the partner i wanted to be with.
Who doesnt right.
Ya..i must admit im looking for one but dont think it'll be too soon..
I just want to be alone at the moment.
I hope he understand my situation.
Today, before class, Izan treat me lunch at Sakura, City Hall. Thanxs for the lunch. Lucky me i didnt felt sleepy in class. If not, paiseh.
Sheedah thought that i and him are together...hahahah...
No, we're not ok.
Monday, May 08, 2006
Ok...it's my first project and i have to sell nuts....
40gms each packet and it cost $1...
Come on, it's cheap u know...
At NTUC 40gms of nuts cost $1.22 each..
Please help me.....
pretty please.....
=)
Thursday, May 04, 2006
Ok. My sis definately not changing. Cant she realised that my mum cared about her???
Sometimes i look at my mum, i pity her so much. I tried my best to help her but it doesnt seem to be working. If she cant listen to my mum, then what about me?? Make sense?
But no matter what, im still trying.
I felt so sad when my sis behaive like this, towards my mum especially. She dont have the respect.
When will she realise..???
=(
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
What is happening to my sister??? She didnt come back home yesterday..
Yesterday, she told my mum that she was having a dance performance and that she'll be heading home a little late.. but it ended up with my mum worrying about her.
It's getting late but she's still not home yet. Till now! Yeah now! She SMS me and told me that she's stress and she need time to relax. She even told me that she wanted to quit school. God i was shocked like hell! I dont know what came into her. So sad to see her behaive like this..
Mother's Day coming, and is this what she showed to my mum? Dont think my mum deserve this!
Hope, she come back home soon..
Really enjoy yesterday. Wediah asked me to come along to watch 'Anugerah Screen' at Mediacorp as she have extra tickets.. So i agreed. guess what? Meet her friends then her friend's friend whom i also happened to know. He's Hadi!!!! Hahahaha... What a small world..
Kamelia also bring along her friends and they were my bro's friends... What a small world again.
=) Mus, Wediah's friend, was such a nice guy. He treated us drink after the show.. Awwww.. Thanxs!
Hope to meet them again nxt week..
Monday, May 01, 2006
What is happening to my sister??? She didnt come back home yesterday..
Yesterday, she told my mum that she was having a dance performance and that she'll be heading home a little late.. but it ended up with my mum worrying about her.
It's getting late but she's still not home yet. Till now! Yeah now! She SMS me and told me that she's stress and she need time to relax. She even told me that she wanted to quit school. God i was shocked like hell! I dont know what came into her. So sad to see her behaive like this..
Mother's Day coming, and is this what she showed to my mum? Dont think my mum deserve this!
Hope, she come back home soon..
The girl who is so lost without you.
