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The girl who is so lost without you.

Desires

-Be with my hubby forever..
-Make my parents proud..
-Have my own car(like real huh?)
-Try not to be slow thinker(want to be smart)
-To take up make up courses

By My Side

Aif
Di
Liyz
Syazyra
Khai
Minlilin
TPK
Zarf
Haida
Zhen
Zi
Zana

Precious days

> Am i good for nothing???Am i not good enough for a...
> It has been so long...and finally, I'm blogging ag...
> I knew it! I always knew that she's jealous of me....
> Yes, i can see changes in him. I could feel his si...
> Sometimes, i just dont get the whole situation. I ...
> Full of unfairness...Lately, I just don't have moo...
> I think im having a problem here..I made it sound ...
> What did i do wrong now?You send me that SMS when ...
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> Seriously, im exhausted!Im sick and tired of this ...

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Friday, September 29, 2006

Just finish talking to Helmi. Well, not really finish actually. It was halfway through when i heard a voice from his background and he suddenly say bye and hang up.
So i knew something wasnt right and that must be his sergeant.

Yup..i am right. His sergeant confiscated his cell phone and he'll get it back only the next day..
Dang! Haiz... Sorry hubby, i was blur just now when u call me using your friend's handphone to tell me the bad news. =)

-Sign Off @ 2:26 PM :)

Monday, September 25, 2006

First day of fasting and i have an excruciating tummy pain and i dont know why. This is my first time facing this situation. Hahaha.. Hopefully, tomorrow i'll be find.

Yey!!! My dad will be back tonight from Brunei.
He's on the way from the airport.

Currently, stressing about job. Trying to find a new job cause my job as a transcriber will end soon. Hmmm, what job should i look for? Im planning to take make up course soon. Part time job or full time???

Yesterday, after knowing that meeting was canceled, i went out to catch a movie; John Thucker Must Die. Watch it with my sis and her boyfriend and helmi and i. Four of us went out together for the first time. Hahaha.. So fun!!!! But it is much more better if the other couple have enough cash.. Cause they depend on Helmi and I. It's ok. Understand they are still schooling.
Hope to go out together again. =)

-Sign Off @ 2:24 PM :)

Natalie- Love u so
Sunday, September 17, 2006

Ooh
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh

From the minute that you got my attention
I was taken and I have to mention
I was trying to not let it show
But I knew I wasn't gonna let you go
From the way that you came right to me
Looking all hot with the style that threw me
No one would've ever known it
You would be the one who take this heart and hold it

You got that extraordinary way
Got to be next to ya every single day
You do something that I just can't explain
Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me

Ooh, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah
Do you know it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know

You can san say anything you want to
No stress 'cause I understand you
We got a vibe you can't define
Want everyone know that boy is mine
We won't fight and stop and stare at the way you hold me
You take me there at times
I feel I lose control
Forget everyone but the hand I'm holding

You got that extraordinary way
Got to be next to ya every single day
You do something that I just can't explain
Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me

Ooh, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah
Can you feel it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know

Please know this
I'll always be right here
And you don't have to look
Nowhere else babe
Don't think for a minute
This love will change
Oh you should know that

Ooh, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah
Can you feel it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know

Ooh, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah
Can you feel it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know

-Sign Off @ 9:30 AM :)

Went to Night Safari last with Zira,Saliza,Pian,Manaf and also Helmi. Yeah, Helmi had been on MC since Sunday. Hahahah. Well, he's with us cause of one extra ticket.
Thanxs Zira for the free tickets. Had a great time.

Before that, Helmi came over to my place to have dinner. So sweet right?
Well, he's the first boyfriend that i introduced to my parents. Is that called lucky? Hahaha..
My mother looks ok with him.

If he is meant for me than i'll be thankfull.. =)

Now, i really miz my ITE friends. When are we going to hangout together???

-Sign Off @ 8:46 AM :)

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

Had a great time at the chalet. Stayed overnight from friday and check out on Sunday morning. Friday night, plan to go clubbing but what to do. Plan changed. My couz need to study for her exams. Thought of calling a friend of mine but i didnt have her number now cause i save it in my hp memory. Too bad. Maybe it's just not my luck.

Saturday night was the BBQ night. My bro's friends was alot. Then TPK members was there. Thanks Zira and Saliza for helping me to BBQ the chicken. =)
Then, my hubby was there along with his sisters. Later Faris came then followed by Mail. Fik came too. So three of my classmates. How nice! Well, frankly kind of disappointed. Liyz and Di sms me saying they cant make it due to certain reason. Ok, fair enough. But the others i dont know why they didnt sms me. =(
Saturday night was something. A few incidence happened.
Flying cockroach landed on my back and i jumped like a crazy bitch. Stupid cockroach.
Then later on when i wanted to go to the toilet something happened. I open the door and guess what?? Shocked to see that there's someone using the shower.
I was so paiseh that i close the door back and ran to my boyfriend still covering my face.
Faris,Fik,Mail was there. They laugh at me. But i swear if u were me, u would just turn the door knob. If it's lock then that means there's someone inside. Dont blame me for opening it. Who ask him not to lock the door.
Hahaha..
Anyway, had a great time...

-Sign Off @ 11:37 AM :)

Snow Patrol-Chasing Cars
Tuesday, September 05, 2006

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

-Sign Off @ 2:20 PM :)

Sad to say that my handphone is no longer alive. Hahaha. It went berserk for a sec and than blank. Haiz, what a luck. I dont think that im going to get a new phone any moment with my parents facing financial crisis now. Not only im the one who is having problem with handphone. It seems like my bro also facing similar prob as me. So do u think they can afford two handphone at the same time? Hmmm, if we get a new hp, my sis would want a new phone too.

I dont know..

-Sign Off @ 12:10 PM :)

Monday, September 04, 2006

It's been a week since my grandmother passed away. And yesterday we had the 7th day prayers. As usual, we'll reached home at 1am.

Earlier on in the morning, i had TPK meeting at Esplanade. Woke up late at 930am. So my bro and i rushed there without having breakfast but i managed to grab some food and put it in my back. So we can eat as we reached there. Ok when we reached there, it was such a disappointment to see Sam and Zira standing at the entrance. Najib was on his way. Look at the time, i dont have that much time cause i have to go back and get change to go to my aunt's place. Lucky the meeting didnt took that long. Najib had to go to work at 2pm.

Reached home at about 230pm, grab a plate of "mee goreng" to fill up my stomach.

With the hot weather yesterday, i was not in a good mood. Some more tired helping in the kitchen.

Now, im having a bad tummy ache. Went to the toilet twice. I have a meeting to attend at Canberra. I dont think i can make it. I keep on looking for the toilet and i have to finish up my work... Gosh!

-Sign Off @ 4:16 AM :)