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The girl who is so lost without you.

Desires

-Be with my hubby forever..
-Make my parents proud..
-Have my own car(like real huh?)
-Try not to be slow thinker(want to be smart)
-To take up make up courses

By My Side

Aif
Di
Liyz
Syazyra
Khai
Minlilin
TPK
Zarf
Haida
Zhen
Zi
Zana

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Sunday, January 28, 2007

Yey...Singapore won 6-5 on a penalty kick..(oh my gosh! since when did i start to watch soccer?)
It was a very tight match. Stress begins in the stadium after Malaysia scored their first goal.
Hhhmmm...it was an experience not to be forgoten. The national stadium was full of acclamations. Maximum level of energy felt. It was drizzling and yet nobody cared.
As for me..I really enjoyed myself.

Called mum after the game and told her that i'll be late. Hubby was the one explaning to her for our lateness.. =) Thank God, she's ok with it. Yes, we were starving and so we find a place to eat. Stop at one mamak shop. I cant eat anything so only ordered a drink. They ordered mee goreng and nasi goreng. Before the food arrives, the rain came pouring down and we have to take cover. First..we thought of walking off cause it's raining and they took so long to prepare the food but soon our drinks came. So what we ate was only rojak and then we left. Left without waiting for the food to come... Bad service..hahahah. Too bad.

So we head home waiting for a cab but most cab was on call. Hubby tried to call for cab but the line was busy. It took quite sometime before we managed to get ourself a cab. By the time i reached home, mother had gone to bed.

**Btw, thanks hubby for buying me that beancurd. Oh and sorry if i ate it alone... without offering it to u..Hahahah.

Ok now...got to go...Had to wake up at 6am to go Pasir Ris. My sis is performing at D'Marquee.

-Sign Off @ 3:31 PM :)

Tooth extraction
Thursday, January 25, 2007

Hey there...Still alive here after going through an agitated moment. Appointment with Dr Chong to take out the separater and to place a metal ring with a hook in. Then went to extract 2 of my tooth which was done by a student dentist Dr Shirley. She's having her test on that day.

Never felt how it was like to do an extraction at a dentist. So kind of nervous here. By the time she inject me near the tooth area, i felt numb the left side of my lips and i also cant feel the left side of my nose. Hahaha.. weird feeling. It took her a few minutes to pluck it out and ofcourse i can see blood. First was my bottom left tooth and next upper left tooth.

Wow...things got done pretty fast and by then im feeling tired. Thought of taking cab. My mum even called bro to pick us up but too bad...he's alway busy with his stuff(i dont want to know) and wouldnt have the time. Ended up, i still took the bus with a gauze stuff in between my teeth. Very humiliating.

-Sign Off @ 8:29 PM :)

Being jobless SUCKS!!!
Wednesday, January 24, 2007

Something came on my mind as i was sweeping the floor. I was wondering when am i ever going to start working and have my own money. I realised im going to be 21 this year and yet im still jobless. I should be making my own money and also i should be giving my parents money. They have been spending alot on me. Ya...my clothes,driving class,braces,diploma course...and much more.

I guess, im not working hard enough to find a job. Being jobless sucks to the core. Cant do much.

The most important thing is when will i make my parents proud. At the age of 21 soon...i have to look for a job fast. How long will i work??? 3 years? 4years? Or even 5 years? Will i able to work that long to support my parents? I still have no proper savings. Still have my own bills to settle. If possible, i want to repay them.

I always wanted to go shopping with mum and bought her things. I also wish to bring her to a spa and even pedicure and manicure. Wow...that must be great right if all of it really happen.

Chingay is coming soon and hopefully after that i'll find myself a job. Wish me all the best guys...

-Sign Off @ 3:30 PM :)

Justin Timberlake - What Goes Around..
Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand

So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way

Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

Now girl, I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now
And maybe I should do the same
Funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you, babe
And now, it's all just a shame
And I guess I was wrong

-Sign Off @ 2:55 PM :)

Thursday, January 18, 2007

Hey there...
Went for my dental appointment today. It's been quite some time didnt meet Dr Chong and i almost forget how he look like. Hahaha.
Anyway, for today's appointment, he place a tiny rubberband-like shape in between my teeth. Total 4 of it. Trust me it's uncomfortable. Right now, i feel like plucking it out. Pain? Not really. More like a little of itch; the same feeling when my wisdom tooth is growing. He said i can bite as usual, brush my teeth as usual but i had a hard time chewing.
Almost pluck out 2 of my teeth today..Hahaha..
Too bad the student denteist was'nt free today and so it will be on next appointment date which is on the next Thursday. Guess how many tooth i have to take out?? Four. Can u imagine that? I cant.

-Sign Off @ 4:45 PM :)

Class
Monday, January 15, 2007

Just came back from class. Shocked to see half of the students went missing.
Abang Shah was concern about Izan. Hey, im being a close friend of his only felt the same as Abang Shah.
What happened to u Izan??

By the way...i was feeling guilty for the school fees which i failed to collect from certain students. But i've tried my best. They keep pushing it with thousands of reasons. Pity Abang Shah and Kak Shik who are in KL struggling with not much cash in hand. Im sorry.

Not to forget, there will be changes with the school schedule. There will be class on this Friday at 6.30pm. And it will stay as it is on every Friday. So guys, dont u turn up on Tuesaday ya.
It's on Friday. Remember that! =)

-Sign Off @ 11:34 PM :)

Caca & Apit's Wedding
Sunday, January 14, 2007

Went to Caca and Apit's wedding yesterday. It's at Pasir Ris.
Five of us(Zi,Cda,Haida and partner,myself) meet at Pasir Ris control station.
Sorry guys, i was late.

Feeling kind of lost as we arrived there, we were standing by the side hoping that one of them would come to us and welcome us. It took us quite sometime before we decided to look for a table and settle down ourself. Looking at the newly weds, they look so happy and im happy for them.

After that, meet hubby and Faris at Jurong East Entertainment. Play pool for a while. What happened to u Faris??? U were defeated by my hubby 3times straight. Hhmmm..

Hubby send me home and he was at my place till 2am. My dad was helping him with his PSP that he had bought earlier. Ended up i drive him home with my bro by my side helping me with the way. Hahaha.
Sorry ya hubby..tried to help with your PSP and even my bro and dad tried. Heheheh.. Because of that u have to go home late.

-Sign Off @ 9:58 AM :)

Happy Birthday Liyz!!!!
Saturday, January 13, 2007

Hey...
Happy Birthday gurl...
Oh my God!!! U're 21...

Anyway,
Wish u all the best and may u have a wonderful days ahead.

Love u lotz.
Muaxz!!

-Sign Off @ 11:12 AM :)

Friday, January 12, 2007

Just came back from meeting hubby at Bugis. Im quite surprised that my mum actually let me out. By the time i received hubby's SMS it was like 10minutes to 6pm. And by the time i wanted to go out it was like going to 7pm.
Told mum i will be back home around 11pm. She's ok with it.
So...hubby was with the usual 3 guys. They bought some shirts whereby im there to accompany them. I've no idea what to get for myself. Saw this jacket only at $29 at U2 but too bad.. No more size. Everytime when i wanted that thing its just not my luck to buy it. Hahahaha.
Nevermind. It's ok.

-Sign Off @ 11:51 PM :)

Saturday, January 06, 2007

Meet Liyz at 1030am at Jurong East Mrt station last cabin. Wow...cant remeber when was the last time we met. When for a talk at Park Mall by my aunt..

After that meet hubby and Faris at Plaza Singapura. Wanted to watch Death Note 2 The Last Name but there were too many people and so we decided to watch it at Grand Cathay.

Hhhmmm...i dont know why i felt so happy yesterday. =)

-Sign Off @ 11:50 PM :)

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

Just came back from Chingay practice. Well, it's raining and so we had our practice at the link house(shelter). I am still unwell but decided to accompany my sis there.

Vomited more than twice. To be precise 3 times.
And now, im feeling hungry.
Forget about eating cause it's getting late and im tired.
So now im going to take panadol(again??? wish i dont have to...what to do..) and have a rest.
Nightz.

-Sign Off @ 11:41 PM :)

Holiday Pictures
Tuesday, January 02, 2007




-Sign Off @ 8:20 PM :)

Feeling unwell since last Thursday. I thought im going to feel better and enjoy my holidays with my family and hubby too but my health was getting worst. Ouh yes that's right! Hubby was with me to JB. My dad was the one who ask me to bring him along if he wants to.
I lost my voice and from just a cough, it became worst.
Cough + flu + fever = Bad mood

Day 1
Arrived at Sofitel Palm Resort around 1pm plus..Then went to Angsana to pick hubby up. Had our luch there. After that we went back to the hotel to rest for a while before heading to the bowling alley to bowl. Played total of 3 games. Hubby and i team up together while my bro and sis make another team.
Helmi & Fizah VS Ayie & Atty
And the winner is.........Helmi and Fizah! Yey! (hahaha)
We played billiard after bowling. Trying to teach bro and sis how to play billiard. Not bad for bro's first time. First hit and the ball went in. =) As for sis, she's still struggling abit.

Day 2
Morning breakfast.
Play PS2. Cant bowl as the alley was fully booked for a function. Lunch @ Pizza Hut. My family wanted to thank hubby for the lunch.
Went swimming at 9pm..enjoying the music at the bar while swimming. Not really celebrating for new year. We were just having fun together(bro,sis,hubby & i).
After swimming, went to watch DVD at dad's lap top in my room. 4 of us watch The Death Note.

Day 3
Morning breakfast.
Went to Senai Airport. Play PS2..Then went bowling again.
My health got worst and so i went back in my room, took panadol and went to sleep.
(Supposed to be heading home today but we decided to add another nite.)

Day 4
Breakfast.
Then get ready, pack up. Dad sent hubby and i to Citi Square.
From there both of us went back together.

Enjoyed my holidays despite my sickness.
Thanxs hubby for joining the holidays with us.

-Sign Off @ 8:17 PM :)