Thursday, June 28, 2007
Say OK Vanessa Anne Hudgens lyrics
You are fine
You are sweet
But I'm still a bit naive with my heart
When you're close I don't breathe
I can't find the words to speak
I feel sparks
But I don't wanna be into you
If you are not looking for true love, oh oh
No I don't wanna start seeing you
If I can't be your only one
[Chorus]
So tell me when it's not alright
When it's not OK
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say OK? (Say OK)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK)
Say OK.
When you call I don't know if I should pick up the phone every time
I'm not like all my friends who keep calling up the boys, I'm so shy
But I don't wanna be into you
If you don't treat me the right way
See I can only start seeing you
If you can make my heart feel safe (feel safe)
[Chorus]
When it's not alright
When it's not OK
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say OK? (Say OK)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK
Don't run away, don't run away)
Let me know if it's gonna be you
Boy, you've got some things to prove
Let me know that you'll keep me safe
I don't want you to run away so
Let me know that you'll call on time
Let me know that you'll help me shine
Will you wipe my tears away
Will you hold me closer
[Chorus]
When it's not alright
When it's not OK
Will you try to make me feel better
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say OK? (Say OK)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK)
Say OK
(Don't run away, don't run away)
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK, don't run away)
Will you say OK
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK)
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
I had a new hair colour... What do u think? Nice? Dawson having his examination again today and im his hair model again. This time for hair colour. Anyway, i recieved a call asking me to come down for an interview tomorrow at about 10-11am. And today i have to come down to Holland to fill up a form at Guardian. Well, now i have to think of something. Why must i always be in this kind of situation. Im sick of it.
Monday, June 25, 2007
There goes my 1year anniversary...
Woke up in the morning feeling zealously happy cause its my first time ever 1 year anniversary. And today im also going to meet Dawson to be his hair model for his examination.
That feeling turn sour. Along the way things started to happen.
#1- Found out that i have less than $10 to top up my EZ-link card and im already late. So bought the standard ticket to Tanjong Pagar.
#2- Lost my left earing after Dawson wash my hair. It dropped some where but i couldnt find it. It was a black pearl given by my father.
#3- After perming my hair, it doesnt look like what i expected it should be. I look like...i dont know. So he blow straight for me but then that doesnt hold long, it became freezy by the afternoon and i look hideous.
#4- I thought that i have no money left for my MRT fare to Woodlands to meet hubby but i have just enough and left with 10cents. (Gosh! I felt so...)
#5- After buying movie tickets(Causeway Point), went to Banquet to have our lunch. (Dang im starving! I've not eatean since morning) I left my brown bag on the chair. I thought it'll be fine cause im going to the nearby stall. 5minutes later....gone. My bag is gone!
In the bag i have my Guess purse, home keys, MP3, my cell phone extra batt and earpiece, and the rest are non valued items for the policeman but for me i still think it's still worth a value like my makeup pouch with my cosmetics items in it, my umbrella, my pocket perfume and there's a personal item in the bag which hubby knows about it. I cant believed it. My IC, driving license, ATM card all gone.
Gee...today was such a disasterous day of my life. Sorry hubby...our anniversary ended this way. Bear in mind that i am not mad at u. Stop blaming yourself ok. Love u always.
I believed this happen for a reason.
Sunday, June 24, 2007
Hey...hey...just came back from Batam. Well when there to collect my dad's and bro's glasses. So we decided to stay a night there.
Well, we are supposed to reach Singapore by 730pm but the ferry came late. We were standing for an hour; tired legs, stuffy and late!They didnt even inform about the delay and everybody was feeling pissed. Who doesnt anyway..
All right then... need to go and feed my babies. Then wait for hubby to call me..
Friday, June 22, 2007
My sis is back!!!
Didnt get the chance to sleep well for the whole family thinking about my sis.
Went to look for her around Jurong West area yesterday night but she wasnt there.
Anyway...
Thanks to hubby for joining forces in our Searching Team. U are most appreciated by my family. =)
Received call from Azhari reporting to us that he had found her at Esplanade area and was told to bring her home. I dont know how he do it but he found her upon arriving there... Hhhmmm...Maybe by his luck... Kind of weird but i pass the story anyway.
What's wrong with u sis???? Thursday, June 21, 2007
What's wrong with u sis???
Why cant u stop creating problems???
U make them full of anxiety..
Dont u know that mum and dad were waiting for u last night???
They didnt sleep well and ouh, for your info, dad was sleeping at the sofa. Dont u pity them for what u did???
Dont u had enough???
Oh tell me that u had fun driving them nuts thinking about u...
U want that kind of attention right?
What more do u want? Tell me about it!
U're not being apprecitive enough to thank them for what they have done.
Tell me what u want that u didnt get?
Cell phone? U got it.
Mp3? U got it.
New clothes? U got it.
Bag? U got it.
New pair of glasses? U got it.
What else?
Oh ya dance? U got it too.
But u blew it all..
They give u trust and what do they get in return?
Jinx!
Neither thank u nor sorry came out from your mouth.
But instead...this!
U're big enough to think wisely u know. Which one is good or bad. Next month u're going to be 16. Is this the attitute u want to have? Im very disappointed with u sis.. It doesnt matter if u hurt me with those vulgarities but not when u hurt your parents. Im concerned about your studies. This year u're taking your N' Level and i see nothing. I dont see u trying hard enough. Sigh.
Im tired sis. I really am tired of all your cock-and-bull stories.
I hope u quit all this baloney.
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Haiz...
Too much of headwork going on all this while that ended me up with a major headache. Nevermind..but if it is worth of then why not.
I was restless for 2days straight doing nothing. I just dont know what else to do. Worst, feel like lacking of vitamins & minerals. Give me some juice!
Slap me and wake me up!
It's funny though cause until now i still dont know what i want to pursuit in life.
Sigh.
Sunday, June 17, 2007
Hubby!!!! Really had a great time at your family BBQ last night. Suddenly i felt like all of us as one happy family. Hahahah.
Anyway, my family can mix with your family well. And im happy they're ok. Only thing was my mum was kind of shy to eat. Hahahah. And ouh...u were hard working yesterday. Did u eat ok? My dad says he was happy to help u and Wan on starting the fire. Not to worry, no bad comments given. Love u hubby!! Mmuachkz!
Oh boy...today im free to update my blog. Last weekend my family and i went for a 3 days 2 nights holiday at Batam. So ya...had fun. Ouh ya this 3 pictures were taken in the ferry. Sits were full and we were invited to sit here in this area. More like their lounge. Yup. Only our family. Special treatment ya. Hahahah.
Well, we dont do much shopping there cause we intend to rest and have a family moments. Played snake and ladder and also BINGO. I won only twice whereby my dad won most of the time and sometimes my mum. Hmph! =)
Really had fun. Hope to visit Batam again and go to their Spa. "Hubby...wanna join me next time???" Heheheh.
Last Tuesday, i went for my bro's graduation ceremony. It ended early then i tought. The food was....oklah not bad. Look at this people graduated im kind of envy them. When will i graduated from my diploma course. Haiz..
To my dearest father,
U showered me with love, care and concerned and u never failed to support us in any way. Although u are away most of the time but i know...that doesnt mean u forget either me or the rest of the family members. Your unfathomable sacrifices made are hard to be repaid. But hope one day, someday, when im happy with my own life, family and career u will share the happiness together with me. I wont forget about mother too. I just want to be the best daughter of yours. =) I will take care of u always. Love u father!
Friday, June 08, 2007
At last!!!
At last i get to meet hubby! Gosh, i really miss him so much. Just feel like hugging u tightly and never let go. Hahaha.
We meet at Jurong Entertainment to watch Shrek 3. After that we went to buy some food at the pasar malam near by and headed to my place. Help mum a little with the cooking and than we had dinner together.
Although, we meet like for a short period of time i dont feel its enough for me. What can i say right.
Going for a holiday to Batam and im going to miss u again hubby. Hope to see u somewhere next week ya.
Love u so much!
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
I felt something missing in my life lately. Im not the usual girl anymore at home.
I tend to be grouchy than usual and sometimes i feel so sad to the extend that i feel like crying. Is that depression??? I hope not.
All i want is to meet hubby that's all. I want to meet him so badly cause i missed him so much. I know u do too hubby. Sigh.
My dad just came back from Korea on Monday. Yesterday, i was out with my family for the whole day while hubby was doing his duty. Keep looking at hubby's photo at the back of my cell phone and was wondering when will i see him again.
It makes me mad every time i see my sister's face. The dispute between us yet to be settled. She gave me alot of headaches and more heartaches. The more older she gets the more strong headed she became. She called me names when she's mad and also argued back what ever i said. Teenagers nowadays, i just dont know what to say.
Anyway, Faris will be going to Brunei on this coming Saturday. (Sorry bro tak tau dapat chill dengan kau sblom gi ke tak..)
**I really hope things will get better and i can have my happy times back again.
Monday, June 04, 2007
I dont know whether i should feel this way. Am i over reacted???
Im just afraid that's all. Im afraid to lose u. I hated the situation that im in right now. I just wish that i can be like my bro and sis. I know that u're having your guard duty tomorrow and u have to have a good rest but.....
Deep sigh. I dont know.
I really miss u. I really miss u so much!
Never see u for like 6 days makes me go insane.
When i called u the moment i reached home from picking my dad, u were like...
i dont know. U said that u're going to sleep cause u're feeling sleepy. But i dont know why..somewhere in my heart says something is not right. Where did i go wrong???
I know u'll be going away by the end of this month. And im already thinking of the days that i should meet u before u go.
I just dont understand why cant she just move on. She's engaged but keeps on talking about her memories with him bla..bla..bla.. Whatever!
If she dont like that guy then for what get so commited with an engagement. What?? Just to get over with him??? I dont think so. Still look the same to me.
Dont get me wrong. I just feeling unhappy with her. Read her blog and i go like..("yerlah...apa-apalah..asalkan tak cross da border, im ok.")
I was just feeling uneasy that's all.
Cant listen to this two names..it pisses me off.
Iszura
Noradilah
Btw, i saw this in her blog..dated 8 May 2007.
"Im reali sori if I hurt u in anyway, I reali dun meant 2 do it, u knw tat I admire u rite, but tyme isn’t on our side, im already wif someone else when u told me u hv feelings 4 me. I cldnt bring myself 2 col u da past few weeks coz I afraid I still hv da strong feelings 4 u, afraid it be lyke a triangle love”
(????)
Saturday, June 02, 2007
Im BORED to death...
Boredom kills.
Went to Jurong East today to get myself a pair of shoe which i did get one for only $9.90. Cheap huh? Yeah. They were having renovation and it's clearance sale. Then bought some food at the pasar malam before headed home.
How boring.
Today hubby is doing his guard duty and i've nothing to do till evening. I've been sitting infront of my laptop listeng to some dance songs and whatever song that i can listen in IMEEM. Apart from that i also watch tv.
Haiz. Nothing else. Everyday the same thing. Dont u get sick and tired of it??
I do.
The girl who is so lost without you.
