Feeling so tired and restless at work today. Cant even open my eyes.. This stock check really kills. Tomorrow, will be hell of a busy day..
I have t o settle my trips fast. Having company dinner tomorrow night at Royal Plaza Scott.
Sorry about my shout out post. Noted. Had already change.
Im sleepy. Going to bed now.
Hubby!!!!
Happy Anniversary!!!!
I knew u would drop me a message =)
I miss u so much!
Cant wait for u to come back....
This is the song that fills my ear when ever i feel low.
It'll remind me of hubby...
This is the song that i requested for in radio through SMS early in the morning after we hung up the phone. Remember the day im going to Batam? The morning after i read your sister's shocking message about what happen to u. Hahahah..
When we had a tough day; misunderstanding or such, i will listen to this song.
Somehow it retrieve back my spirit and soul.
Hey...this is my latest hair.. Hahahah... Gone way crazy i guess to colour it orange. I dont know what im thinking...
Oh well.. what's done is done. =)
*Bi...how's my hair??? Hahahah..
I dont know what is my present feeling. Am i supposed to feel happy, sad or angry or etc?
What am i reacting to??
Everything.
Everything that had happen to me.
All started to perish.
The spirit in me no longer there.
Hmmm... Dont ask me why. I've no answer to that question.
Where's the beatitude in me?
Life indeed arduous.
Things becoming worst..i dont know how to deal with it any longer.
If i let it be, for sure i'll loose but if i do....i dont know what will happen.
I felt so miserably stress.
Have i showed him enough attention, love, care and concern???
I've already give my best. Maybe he doesnt realised it. Im left with no clue.
Sometimes i felt it's so unfair.
Hahah..
I wasnt sure what questions im throwing out nor answers im hunting for.
Happy Valentine's Day to those who celebrates...
For those who dont, Happy Friendship Day..
Went out with hubby to watch movie(P.S I Love You). So meet him after work and off we go to lido. Dont feel bad bi for not buying anything for me. Saw girls walking here and there holding bouquet doesnt matter what it was mde of either flowers or bears and even Ferrero Rocher.
Flowers wasnt my type. So not getting it is bsolutely ok for me. Before heding to Lido, we had our dinner first at Sakura(Fareast. Ate Tom Yam noodle, lemon chicken, fried wanton and hubby ordered chicken spring roll. Fuuhhh.. So filled.
Anywy, thanxs for everything bi.
But one thing, i think u're hiding something or maybe u are holding back something. U woldnt want to tell me went i asked. What is it?
I just dont want to make u stress.
Dang!!!
Not again...
Is this a nightmare or just a passing by dark grey clouds???
I thought everything went right and all tangles were straighten.
Why? Why? Why?
Just for a small matter like featured friends and a few others, u pick on me???
I didnt even edit my featured friends. Honestly, i myself forget that featured friends exist.
I just dont understand...
What u want me to do?
How u want it to be?
U know what?? Yesterday when u tell me that u are bored, I got scared.
And i think i can see something is happening now.
Im really tired..
Please.....had enough.
Sitting down in the office day dreaming waiting for the right time to head home. Im exhausted just done with my everyday paper work. WMS sucks alot. I can get sleepy doing it. Haiz.
Now, i've got the free time and my mind gets a little something to think. I think im stupid. Out of anger i deleted my friendster account. Dang!
Felt like crushing my head against the wall... What am i thinking???? All my contacts are gone... Hai...