Covering up Siva's place wasnt as bad as i thought. He's on leave for a week and the only problem was i cant make it for my dental appointment and so it was carried forward to July after their term break. Atleast people appreciate me more here rather at the warehouse.
Some people might look nice and act nice but in their heart, only god knows. I have this feeling that he doesnt like me but im not sure what's his reason.
He ever visited the yard but he didnt even come into the office and ask how am i doing. Seriously, i dont give a damn about him. If i were to be station here in the yard, i'll accept it.
Still hoping to go back home with hubby from work.
jangan kau dustai aku
jangan kau sakiti aku
bila kau cinta padaku
jangan kau bohongi aku
jangan kau lukai aku
bila kau sayang padaku
reff:
tanpa ku tahu salahku
tanpa ku tahu dosaku
kau berbuat semaumu
jangan pernah kau selingkuh
jangan pernah kau mendua
bila kau memang cintaku
jangan kau dekati aku
jangan kau merayu aku
bila kau terus begitu
buanglah sifat burukmu
buang semua egomu
karna ku tak suka itu
repeat reff [2x]
My emotional side of me returns...
My emotional heart overflows with tears. Tears of sadness and anger.
Its all my fault. I was blind. I am blind.
I just couldnt realise and see it all.
Is it too late????
As usual, Sunday will be family day and will hardly see me out of the house. If i am out i'll be with my family.
Well currently i need to settle with my bro's engagement thingy...
Hhmmm..
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Working life is currently ok. Just waiting fo the worst as in heavy workload. Working environment, im the only female staff there and i heard one more girl is joining us.
Ouh ya, i was kind of pissed when talking about my dental appointment to the incharge. He wanted me to apply halfday leave. I was fine with that but he wasnt happy and wanted me to change me appointment time to evening. Hello... im not having my dental appointment at a private clinic. I told him i've no choice. Dang! I've never thought that i will face this kind of problem. Why cant they be like my previous company??? Haiz. This means that my halfday pay is gone?
What a luck...this will last till next year.
* Sigh like i never sigh before.
// Hubby if u read this, i just wanted u to take care of yourself. Hopefully, your leg will be fine soon. And how's your thumb? Dont forget to eat regular meals ok.
Love u!
=)