Friday, November 28, 2008
Meet hubby yesterday at Jurong Point.
Having no plans at all we decided to catch a movie. Decided to watch Body of Lies. At first i thought the movie will a boring one but it ended up quite impressive; a little. Basically its about terrorist.
Ouh well, before we entered the cinema, hubby's mother called. They said that they will be living around 9pm. Hubby thought that his family is going today instead of yesterday night. He got all confused. We wanted to send them to the airport but they insist due to their departure time. They afraid its too late for us to catch the last train back. So i just hope they go safely..and enjoy themself.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Two days ago, help my sis for her cutting examination.
On that day, bringing along my maid, mother and i all set for her exam. Ended up she picked me because she needed a long hair model to be cut short. I was praying hard that the paper wanted them to cut shoulder length. Too bad. Luck wasnt on my side. Dang! Cutting started at 10 and an hour later....
Transformed.
And here i am now with short hair cut again.
If not for my sis i wouldnt want to do it.
Hubby!!!
*sob *sob
Not close to Rihanna and not even Pink.
Hahahah.
What a hair.
Sigh.
Bare with it please dear... I'll get it grow again.
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Tuesday, November 25, 2008
When through thick and thin..
Teared...i did.
Laugh too..
I love you so much hubby..
*Sssmmmmmoooooooooooooches!
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Yesterday was awesome..
Words are undescribable.
Never felt this way before.
I hope u enjoyed yesterday cause i did.
=)
Mmuachkz!
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Happy Birthday to u..
Happy Birthday Dearest Hubby..
Happy Birthday to u...
Mmmmuachkz!
I wish u the best on your career,
Hope u become more mature in decision making...
Always happy in life with family and me.. =)
Stay out of trouble..
*winxs
Love u so much!
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Sleepless night again...
Again and again...
Sick and tired of it but what can i do?
I tried to shut my eyes as well as my brain but it wont do.
Im exhausted.
Yes i am.
My legs wont let me walk but i drag it.
Do i have a choice?
Im stuck in situation.
Im here...
Lonely, lost, depressed or worst dead.
Attention needed.
A little more concentration please.
Make me happy.
Make me proud.
Make me laugh.
All i want is you.
To be with you.
To hold you.
To feel the warmnest.
To feel the comfort.
You to be only mine.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
I wish this is just a nightmare
I wish this is just a test
I wish this is a passing dark clouds
I wish i could kick someone
I wish i could punch someone
I wish i could kill
I wish i could shout my lungs out...
I wish i knew...
I wish i have special powers
I wish i could read people's mind
I wish im strong...
I wish...
I wish...
I wish...
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Hubby....i hope u are getting better now.
As soon as u told me that u cant get poridge near your area, i decided to get it for u even though u said u dont want it. Told mother that i'll join her later at Yishun.
The clouds are getting darker and all i think was to get it fast and reach his place before it rains.
Managed to bought poridge for hubby and send it to his home. It was raining cats and dogs with thunder and lightning by then. But despite of being wet im feeling happy deep inside.
I hope u really appreciate me.
=)
Happy 25th Anniversary to Hubby's parents.
Semoga panjang umur dan dimurahkan rezeki sekeluarga. Dan juga berpanjangan hingga ke anak cucu.
Enjoyed the dinner so much yesterday...thanks to your family hubby. =)
Looking forward for more family outings...
Aizat - Hanya Kau Yang Mampu Monday, November 10, 2008
One of my favourite song i listen to...
Ku cuba redakan relung hati
Bayangmu yang berlalu pergi
Terlukis di dalam kenangan
Bebas bermain di hatiku
Cerita tentang masa lalu
Cerita tentang kau dan aku
Kini tinggal hanya kenangan
Kau abadi di dalam hatiku
Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku
Cerita tentang masa lalu
Cerita tentang kau dan aku
Kini tinggal hanya kenangan
Kau abadi di dalam hatiku
Harusnya takkan ku biarkan kau pergi
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku
Aku cinta ooohhhhhh
Aku cinta oooooooo
Aku cinta ooohhhhhh
Aku cinta oooooooo
Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku
Aku cinta ooohhhhhh
Aku cinta oooooooo
Aku cinta ooohhhhhh
Aku cinta oooooooo
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku
ooooo
Sunday, November 09, 2008
Meet hubby at Jurong Point yesterday to have dinner. Yeah and then head to his house to chill. Thought of cathching a movie but...not sure about which movie.
Oh, about the tv in your room, awesome. Looks nice although u actually wanted it to be in the living room instead.
Well, today i went out with hubby's family and i enjoyed it.
We went to the Club 21 sale. Hhhmmm... there were alot of people. I dont seemed to see alot of things of my size so yeah just looking at how engross people in finding their pants, shirt and etc. I saw this one nice pair of shoe but im not sure why i cant walk with it. It keeps coming out. I took a smaller size but its too tight. In the end i let it go. I dont want to waste hubby's money in buying $80 pair of CK pair of shoes. So i only took one skirt, two sleeveless and a blouse.
Thanks hubby...Muachkz!
After all the shopping...We went for dinner at Marina Square, food court. We decided to sit outside for good scenery. Yeah...Very nice view. Food quantity was alot.
Went home after dinner. Hubby wanted to help with my home phone. Its been a week now and people cant get through us when calling our house. There's no dialing tone from our phone. He tried his best but still cant. Maybe it needs to rewiring. Thanks alot hubby.
I'll never forget today...
Btw...dont think too much about what mother say.. Maybe she's afraid that i'll spend alot.
Wild thoughts of mine..... Wednesday, November 05, 2008
Is it a gift of creativity or fatal of life???
Let my imagination go berserk without relizing it i could be in deep trouble.
I can imagine things way beyond and dint notice the damages done in my heart.
The flames were self cause and almost make me go insane.
And im full of afflictions.
Agony still lies in me.
Just stop being ruminative though its hard.
Yes i know.
Sunday, November 02, 2008
As usual, sending my sis to school. Eeerrr, actually more like im accompanying my mum to send my sis to school. For me, sending her to school everyday kills. And its not necessary for a 17 year old, grown up and healthy girl like her.
To be honest and trusted. Both are equally important.
Not feeling well since yesterday.
God knows how i felt.
Hubby was there when it all started. I was shivering. Scared.
Really.
Today, im feeling a little better but still not ok. Went to the doctor and took the medication. Thank God nothing serious.
The girl who is so lost without you.
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