Saturday, January 24, 2009
Accompanied mum to pay bill and buy some stuff for tomorrow's gathering. Hubby went to Desaru for his company trip. Hhhmmm, lonely tonight. =(
Well, i hope hubby enjoy yourself there.
Not sure whether hubby can contact me or not but its ok... I'll try my best to survive though i know it's tough.
Anyways, tomorrow is 25th!!!!
It's our Monthsary....31 months. Im looking forward in meeting you tomorrow bi. Really! Now, im still waiting for you to call me. Hope you reached there ok.
Miss you.. =)
Monday, January 19, 2009
CAnt remember the time i doze off last night. I was thinking hard without realising what exactly im thinking. Like there are no fullstop to it. Im not sure which thing im supposed to think.
Friday, January 16, 2009
Hubby is really really unwell. He vomitted a few times yesterday along the way back home from lunch with me. Im sorry hubby. I try to make it on time to accompany u to the clinic. But i was caught up with my father's stuff and the stupid printed creat a problem while im in the hurry.
Looking at u when u are fast asleep after taking your medication makes me feel like hugging u tightly and give u a warm kiss on your cheek. Too bad i cant.
Anyways...dont forget to take your medication REGULARLY. Dont forget to eat.
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Went for another interview just now... hai..
What i can say is.......disappointed. I dont put high hopes on it.
After the interview my mother, sis and i went Jurong Point just to pass time. Then i pick hubby up. By then i had a bad headache furthermore with a full stomach i felt like vomiting.
When to hubby's house and we played Guitar Hero. Cool..... hahahah... Can go crazy playing it. But i enjoyed it..
Went home kind of early cause i really cant take the headache anymore. Sorry ya hubby i didnt stay up late.
While waiting for the cab...ya i admit i felt kind of disappointed. My feeling was one kind. I was trying hard to calm myself down and make sure the negative thoughts go away. AAArrr..its so hard u know. Once this brain thinking about stuff like this it gets disaster.. Kill them all! Dang! Pardon me..im sorry for the cursing.
Waking hubby up at 2am to work. Pity him alot because of his irragular working hours. And he had not enough rest due to that. Better eat your asprin. I dont want u to be sick. U are worse then me when u are sick. =)
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Hubby....how long must i face all this???
Finding a better job is so tough. Im getting frustrated each single day. I just cant calm myself down any longer. I have no idea how.
When frustration overruled me i tent get disturbed. Furthermore lately, hubby been busy with his job. Sorry dear at times i felt left out and missing. I understand the exhaustion that u are facing now. But i just cant stop myself from feeling this way. I know u tried to accommodate time and yes i really appreciated it so much. Thank you darling. I just dont want to keep anything from u.
Its just that sometimes i cant help myself to think negative about myself for not being as lucky as other people. Im here looking for a job while the resession going on and retrenchments?? How awesome!
Monday, January 12, 2009
Thanks hubby for the Birkenstock.. Lovely...Mmuachk!
Yesterday was fun with Farhan taging along with us to town.
Well at first hubby and i wasnt sure where to go and town was our last minute plan. We also decided to catch a movie, 'Yes Man'. Hilarious i must say. Ouh ya, and Waty was there too with Am. What a coincidence. I wonder why Am acted like that..so sombong. It was still quite early after the movie so decided to find something else to do. At first i thought of giong karaoke but maybe next time. Then we pass by Coffee Bean and yeah decided to grab a drink.
Time to go home after that. So we took a cab home sending me off first before they both heading straight back home together.
Saturday, January 10, 2009
I just simply dont understand what are thier problems with my hubby...
I wonder what they took hubby for? An ATM machine for being workaholic??? I just dont get it! Really.
If u know u need that money then do more work and OTs. Deep down in my heart i was burning like a volcano erupting at any moment when i came to know someone's wife make my hubby as their easiest solution of thier problems. Hubby, u just cant let people do u like this. People are always nice when they're in need. Im not teaching u to be bad but just be careful and observe people all around us. Sometimes people just dont appreciate other people's help. Some are too free to care about other people's problem.
Anyways, for past few days hubby seemed busy with work. I just hope u have enough rest. I will let u sleep early if u wanted to. Love u lots!
Superhuman - Chris Brown_Keri Hilson Friday, January 09, 2009
Weak
I have been crying and crying for weeks
How'd I survive when I can barely speak
Barely eat, On my knees
But that's the moment you came to me
You don't know what your love has done to me
Think I'm invincible
I see though the me I used to be
You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all super human, you did this to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human (I feel so superhuman X2)
Super human
Strong
Since I've been flying and writing the wrongs
Feels almost like I've had it all along
I can see tomorrow
Well every problem is gone because
I flew everywhere with love inside of me
It's unbelievable to see how love can set me free
You changed my whole life (life)
Don't know what your doing to me with your love (uh-huh)
I'm feeling all super human, you did this to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human (I feel so superhuman X2)
Super human
It's not a bird, not a plane
It's my heart and it's going, gone away
My only weakness is you
Only reason is you
Every minute with you
I can feel like I can do anything
I'm Going going, gone away love
You changed my whole life (oh uh)
Don't know what your doing to me with your love (to me with your love)
I'm feeling all super human, you did this to me, yeah
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human
Tuesday, January 06, 2009
Monday....
The girls had plan to meet up at Bugis after office hour around 745pm.
I was a little tangled up with hubby and my mood went a little berserk. Hubby was unwell and i thought of sending him to the clinic first before the meet. But he insisted. Im all dressed up by 630 and i thought it was still early and decided to sit around and chat with mother. I left home at 7pm with a thought that i would be reaching there on time. But luck wasnt by my side. The train went wrong at Clementi. I was too engross in my own world listening to my mp3 and i didnt listen to the announcement given. Not until everybody started to stand up and move to the center cabin of the train. Ok, the train was having some technical problem nowonder we were stuck in the train for like 10 minutes, i guess.
Waiting for the next train really kills me. I was behind time and i knew that i cant make it there on time. Hubby, keeps on teasing me (bluek! =p). Five trains to Jurong East had pass but still no sign of any train going towards Dover. The station is getting more and more people and my body started to perpire. I felt like my face is burning. They keep on saying 10 minutes for the next train but i doubted so.
Soon went the train arrives the first layer of people waiting had alreally fill up all the space. No choice, i have to wait for another train.
Finally, i arrived at 840pm.
The funny thing was....i was felling hungry. Waty felt the same. But she brought us to JCO Doughnut Cafe. Ouh...yeah...how lovely. Doughnuts to fill up my empty stomach. Totally turn off.
I ate one and yup im done. I expected a proper meal actually.. Ouh well. We chatted alot, jokes and laugh to the old times. Yeah. I didnt know Molly going to bring along her fiance. Ok, whatever. We were too busy disturbing Waty till none of us remembered to take pictures. Duuhhh..
Nevermind...wait till our next meet.
Hubby....how have u been doing??? Still unwell or better?
Get well soon hubby..
*Double-Smoooochessss!
Friday, January 02, 2009
Just came back from hubby's house... Yeah i know it's late.
Came down to help with some wedding decorations but i know i didnt contribute that much. So sorry... I disappointed them.
Sometimes i feel like my life is so hopeless. The only thing that makes it look so perfect is.........your love. Its u hubby. U make my life seem so complete and feel perfectly right. Thank u so much hubby.
The girl who is so lost without you.
