Saturday, March 28, 2009
Unbearable pain.
Take this misery away.
I dont ask for it.
I dont want it & i dont deserve it!
It's biting my brain, nibbles through my veins.
I hope it goes away soon...
Friday, March 27, 2009
("Cinta itu lebih indah dari sebuah mimpi" - Drama Putri Omera)
Love comes from the heart. I could feel it.
My heart keeps on thumping hard when my eyes met yours.
I never felt this way before. The passion i had for you are indescribable.
I know you're the one for me.
Dont you feel the same way too?
Monday, March 23, 2009
saat aku tertawa
diatas semua
saat aku menangisi
kesedihanku
aku... ingin engkau selalu ada...
aku... ingin engkau aku kenang...
Reff :
selama aku
masih bisa bernafas
masih sanggup berjalan ku kan slalu memujamu
meski ku tak tahu lagi
engkau ada dimana
dengarkan aku... ku merindukanmu
saat aku mencoba merubah sgalanya
saat aku meratapi kekalahanku
aku... ingin engkau selalu ada
aku... ingin engkau aku kenang
* back to Reff [2x]
dengarkan aku....
kumerindukanmu....
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Unwell. This flu is killing me. It makes my head felt so heavy. I cant even close my eyes and take a nap.
Hopefully, i will get better tomorrow. I have to be in good health by tomorrow.
I left my handphone at hubby's place. Sigh.
Felt so awkward, one whole day without holding a handphone although i use it just to keep in touch with hubby.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Hey....im at hubby's house now.
Well, he's playing game and i take the opportunity to blog for a while.
Dont really have a plan today though. So just relaxing around here.
They say they'll be having movie marathon tonight. Interesting. But im not sure what movie though.
Anyways, im looking forward to certain things. Hopefully, this things really happen to me. It could change my life from good to great. =)
Let it happen first then i'll tell you. (>.o)
Friday, March 20, 2009
Im extremely enervated.
Im not into the varience we had ealier on.
Powerless maybe. Just being acceptance.
But i cant just give up hope...
You should know me. I'll strive for the best to get what i desired for.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
GOOD-BYE BELOVED DAUGHTER Tuesday, March 17, 2009
24 April 2000 - 17 March 2009
Baby...Mama going to miss you so much! I still cant get over it yet. Sorrows filled my heart tremendously. My previous cat just died a month ago and now, another one. Both died on my lap while im holding them. =( Sad. So sad.
Send her to the vet on Saturday and again yesterday. The veterinarian says that my daughter's lung is full of water and also kidney failure. She cant be help and just wait till the time comes. And i guess that, that time comes early then i expected. Sigh.
May you rest in peace sweety.
Monday, March 16, 2009
Accompanied hubby to buy his computer today. Nadia and Farhan came along with us. First, we tried checking out at the IT Show, Suntec City. The crowd was insane. People were crazy about this sale which im not so sure why.. If you tell me they offered lower price then im satisfied. But its not true. They offered a good price for a video camera which comes along with a digital camera but outside somewhere you can get even better price. $100 lesser and still get the camera.
Long queue, smell of people's stinky body and difficult to walk around because it's packed. Hubby wanted to get a Lenovo computer but they were running out of stock.
He thought of buying HP touch screen computer then but that one out of stock too.
We tried calling Courts to find out about the computers. Finally, we went to Funan and there.......he found the Lenovo computer at the Challenger shop. So he grap it ofcourse. Same price as in IT Show..and dont have to join the long queue to pay.
Hubby, Nadia and Farhan went back to my place. Hubby thanks for the pizzas ya.. =)
And see my father leave to Korea.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Yup this people does exist. I know. But for me its totally wrong.
I put the name HUSBAND at the top. Husband is someone whom we have to respect. He is the one incharge in the family.
Im pissed when she say like that to you. Yeah! What? She thought im like her or what? Stupid poeple never use their brain. Compared me and you, im better off lady!
So mind your words! Dont corrupt other people's mind. Just shut your f*cking stinky mouth. Thanks!
Remember those walls I built
Well baby they're tumbling down
They didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make a sound
I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now
It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out
Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
Woah...
Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light
I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again
Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out
Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo)
Halooooo ouuuu
Halooooo ouuuu
Halooooo ouuuu
Ouuuuu ouuuuu ouuuuu
Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
Monday, March 09, 2009
Selamat Pengantin Baru Ernie Kusuma!!!
Semoga mahligai dibina berkekalan hingga ke syurga...Amin.
Came on Saturday and land a hand and also on Sunday. How excited i am to wait till this day.
Well, cant say how tired i am but im so happy that i managed to help out and not to mention meeting alot of hubby's family members; so shy. Hahahaha.
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
Meet Kak Emi today to accompany her to Toa Payoh Hub. Then, went to Plaza Singapura while waiting for Kusuma. Manage to bought her a gift. Special one i must say. Kak Emi and i shared money for Kusuma's wedding gift. =) Hot! Hot!
After that, we decided to go Mustafa Centre to shop a few items. Lucky Kak Emi make that list if not....At least we know what exactly we are looking for so that we can focus searching it. Im in charge of the list. Yeah. We were able to locate most of the items and were satisfied. Exhausted and feet started to sore we headed out after payment to get some food packed. Getting a cab was hell of a tough time. But we tried and finally get it.
There was this guy that approached Kak Emi and wanted to send us home for $15. This is my first time to come across this kind of thing in Singapore. Usually in Batam they work this way to earn money. Hahaha. Do you think we will trust him? No way! Who knows he's a psycho maniac. You'll never know.
Looking at Kusuma's wedding preparation, i wonder how if it is my wedding.. =)
The day is getting near Kusuma...This weekend!! =)
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
Unstoppable bleeding from the mouth and the excruciation pain. It felt so real and only to realise it was only a dream when i woke up. In my dream, I was so terrified as one by one of my back tooth started to drop. Hubby was in my dreams too. I was crying so hard and he tried to cool me down. What does this mean? Hopefully nothing bad ya. What a nightmare!
Monday, March 02, 2009
Accompanied my parents and bro for food testing again but this time under the void deck just across the street. Previously was at Bukit Batok CC. After that i accompanied my parents to Jurong Point. Well, my father had been out of town for quite sometime and he didnt know that Jurong Point had completed their extension. So I was paying the directory for my father, little that i notice i was already late. The queue was crazy. When im done with the paying queue, i had to face another queue. Taxi queue. Not that long queue but the thing that makes it slow was the rain. I know i couldnt make it on time and i make u mad waiting. Im Sorry i really replied wrongly. Didnt read it right. Ended up i jump out of the queue and walk my way till the library and thank God i got one there.
By the time we reached Chevron Noriz and a few others were already there. Ouh, and what a small world because Noriz husband is someone i knew back then when im working at Winspec. Something makes me off my mood a while before i came back to my ownself. I just hated to see that name. F*cker. Always makes me suffer.
Anyways, thanks hubby for helping my father with his Ipod. I appreciated it alot. He's a happy man now. =)
The girl who is so lost without you.
