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The girl who is so lost without you.

Desires

-Be with my hubby forever..
-Make my parents proud..
-Have my own car(like real huh?)
-Try not to be slow thinker(want to be smart)
-To take up make up courses

By My Side

Aif
Di
Liyz
Syazyra
Khai
Minlilin
TPK
Zarf
Haida
Zhen
Zi
Zana

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Monday, June 29, 2009

He is a lovely guy rather exquisite. The luscious lips with the beatific smile never fails to captivate me.
A charming gentleman who is way too friendly. Too naive to get suspicious on others. Artlessly simple. A little ego at times but still managable.
Audacious.
Humorist, love teasing me to the maximum level of eruption. He is my hubby and i really love him to the core.

-Sign Off @ 5:04 PM :)

I just dont like the sight of it.
I truely dont understand why, why must get a birthday gift for this person?
Why must treat this person so special?
Im really mad at this person who got such a think, gelatinous, pudgy skin of yours that got the fat, monstrous cheeks to ask for that f*cking sit. Making it sound so easy as A-B-C taking money from the bank.
Even bank loans need to be paid + interest.
Im mad!
Im infuriated!
Strictly NO SHARING!

-Sign Off @ 2:52 AM :)

Friday, June 26, 2009

Im not finding fault with you. Im just asking. I didnt even shout. I only ask sadly.

-Sign Off @ 2:25 PM :)

Thursday, June 25, 2009

UniversalScraps.com - Happy Anniversary

-Sign Off @ 12:02 AM :)

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

I couldn't believe it that i cant get my big bum off the bed this morning for a jog. Mad at my sister because she don't want to wake up either. The most irritating part was that she woke up around 11 am went to shower and get herself dressed and left the house. Everything for her boyfriend. Whatever.

Its two more days to 3 years. Wow... cant wait any longer.

By the way, i had found the song that I've been searching for. It was played yesterday in the food court at Marina Square while we were chatting. Love it!
Because I love you by Shakin Steven.

-Sign Off @ 1:43 PM :)

Monday, June 22, 2009

Went to TKC this morning with mother and sis. Collected my sown outfit and then went to lunch. Meeting Hubby, Kak Emi and Nadia at City Hall to collect the NDP tickets. The funny thing was that my head went blank when it was time for questionnaires. Two questions were ask in a piece of paper given. Hhhhmmm...does that mean that I'm not a truly Singaporean? I'm sorry. Its not on purpose.
We went Marina Square after collecting our tickets. Accompanied hubby and his sisters eating. Well, we chit chat for hours talking about basically family, relationships and feelings. Mother almost shed a tear while sharing stories with us- feeling a little emotional. I could feel how she felt but obviously not 100% precise.
Chill okay mother... =)
We left around 6pm, walking around window shopping for a while before heading home. I was actually scanning on dresses and tops. Hhhmmm... I wish to get one. =)

Hubby is now sound asleep. Must be tired, definitely. I'll better get my bum on my bed and get my beauty sleep. Aim - to wake up in the morning and jog. Jog. Jog.

-Sign Off @ 11:38 PM :)

Friday, June 19, 2009

Went Clementi yesterday to look for Phoon Huat. The one in Jurong East no longer there. We ended up eating in ShinTokyo/Ramen Ten. Not bad. Not knowing what else to do we headed into the arcade. It all happened pretty much at random. We also went to Party World KTV. Three hours singing our lungs out. Really enjoyed it. Triple fun!




For sure hubby wouldn't want this pictures to be in facebook. Hahahaha..
He doesn't want to get his photo taken but he don't want to take any of my pictures. *Boohoo..

-Sign Off @ 1:32 PM :)

Thursday, June 18, 2009



I got a big ego, (hahaha)
I’m such a big ego, (hahaha)
I got a big, (hahaha), Ego,
She love my big, (hahaha), Ego,
So stroke my big, (hahaha), Ego,
I like to joke around a little bit but here we go,
Welcome to the wonderful world,
Of go play the earl coz,
Everything I throw up, blow up,
Talking to the girl,
She said, know what, grow up,
You nasty,
I don’t understand why they trippin’,
If you ask me,
Flow is just as nice as,
I admit the propane,
I just spit, probably,
Just raise the gas prices,
Everybody in the club,
Try and get as fresh as me,
What you want dog,
Trying to stay recession free,
And spit, refreshly,
When I rock the stadium,
You probably get sweaty,
You should bring a extra tee,
Now I’m standing next to Jay,
Who standing next to B,
You coulda been anywhere in the world,
But you’re here with me,
That’s good for ego,
Me and my ego,
And it go wherever we go,
My ego is my imaginary friend,
He was with me when I was only imagining,
I had dreams of the league,
On day I play Coby,
I walk up the puff and he already know me,
Coulda let the dream killers, kill my self esteem,
Or use the arrogance as a steam that power my dreams,
And my ego,

It’s on baby, let’s get lost,
You don’t need to call into work ’cause you’re the boss,
For real, want you to show me how you feel,
I consider myself lucky, that’s a big deal,
Why? Well, you got the key to my heart,
But you ain’t gonna need it, I’d rather you open up my body,
And show me secrets, you didn’t know was inside,
No need for me to lie,

It’s too big, it’s too wide,
It’s too strong, it won’t fit,
It’s too much, it’s too tough,
He talk like this ’cause he can back it up,
He got a big ego, such a huge ego,
I love his big ego, it’s too much,
He walk like this ’cause he can back it up,

Usually I’m humble, right now I don’t choose,
You can leave with me or you could have the blues,
Some call it arrogant, I call it confident,
You decide when you find on what I’m working with,
Damn I know I’m killing you with them legs,
Better yet them thighs,
Matter a fact it’s my smile or maybe my eyes,
Boy you a site to see, kind of something like me,

It’s too big, it’s too wide,
It’s too strong, it won’t fit,
It’s too much, it’s too tough,
I talk like this ’cause I can back it up,
I got a big ego, such a huge ego,
But he love my big ego, it’s too much,
I walk like this ’cause I can back it up,

It’s too big, it’s too wide,
It’s too strong, it won’t fit,
It’s too much, it’s too tough,
He talk like this ’cause he can back it up,
He got a big ego, such a huge ego,
I love his big ego, it’s too much,
He walk like this ’cause he can back it up,

Ego so big, you must admit,
I got every reason to feel like I’m that bitch,
Ego so strong, if you ain’t know,
I don’t need no beat, I can sing it with piano.

-Sign Off @ 2:10 AM :)

Everything seems okay
Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Straight from my heart- To forgive everything you did is like running in my blood. I cant let tussle left tangled. Whenever I'm mad, I'll cry my heart out doesn't matter if I'm drained out of tears. Doesn't matter how bloated this pair of eyes could get. After all those ordeals, I'll be totally okay. Its a way to let everything out. Though your ego is killing me deep down inside, its okay. I'll find a way to deal with it. Ego doesnt mean bad thing after all. I'll take the positive side of it. Always look on the bright side.
Love - Because i love you so much. When love is there, forgiveness is there too. I believe in it. But that doenst mean im weak. That doesnt mean i will forget.
It doesnt work that way.

Check the next song out. Beyonce- Ego(Remix) feat Kanye West

P.s: I love you hubby!

-Sign Off @ 1:24 AM :)

Monkey See Monkey Do
Sunday, June 14, 2009

Brother and i went for a swim in the morning. Too many small kids learning how to swim and there wasn't enough space for us to swim.

Yesterday, i get to drive the car. So the plan was to head east. Brother and Kak Yanie will be going Hougang. He's accompanying his fiance to her friend's solemnization. I went to pick hubby up at his work place while waiting for both of them to get dress. I thought he'll drive there and then pass the car to me but instead, he wanted me to drive there. I can drive but i just don't know the way. =)

Went to Downtown East to watch movie. Unintended. The theatre is small but the seat is comfortable. This is the best part of my story. After the movie ends, i was actually waiting for people to get up and exit. Because it was our first time catching a movie there. But everybody was like taking their own sweet time. So hubby and i went out first. Instead of going to the right we turn left. And....it leads to dead end. The funniest thing was that almost half of the people in the cinema were actually following our back to find the way out. We only realised it when we were U-turning. Hubby and i were laughing our way out. If you were there to witness this, you will definitely be laughing out loud.

Ouh...yesterday, i caught a prawn. Finally! It was spectacular. Will be going there again with father.

Hubby is sleeping now. He's been working from 130am till noon. Let him have a good rest to revive energy.

-Sign Off @ 2:44 PM :)

Thursday, June 11, 2009

I was so auspiciously happy when hubby ask me out yesterday. Then, I received a last minute plan after that from Liyz girl. She was asking a favour to accompany her at the salon near my place at about 130pm after her school. Lucky she called earlier so i can plan my time ahead. Meeting Hubby at at around 3 to 4pm so the timing was so perfect.

By the time Liyz done with her hair, it was 3pm and so we took the MRT to Boon Lay. As soon as we reach Jurong Point, i SMS hubby to get updated with his where about. But he was still in the office. So Liyz and i walk around chatting all the way until he get there.

Liyz still look the same... With smile that never fades away.

Liyz left when hubby was there. Both hubby and i had our lunch then went to look at a few hand phones before heading to hubby's house. Before that we bought food for his parents. Hubby doesn't want his mother to cook yesterday because no one was at home.
*Hubby, despite what happened, I'm fine..enduring it. =)

This morning i had my dental appointment. Cool. Now, i only have to wear my retainer every night. *wink

-Sign Off @ 5:53 PM :)

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

Just feeling like punching someone. This headache is really killing me. If only i could take the pain off....I'll take it off and flush it down in the toilet. Furthermore, the jokes went out of path and i got irritated and annoyed for some reason. And everything goes wrong. Sigh.
What the hell. =( I dont want to say anything.

-Sign Off @ 10:10 PM :)

Monday, June 08, 2009

Feeling a little exhausted. Just return home from swimming and i think i hurt a muscle. When was the last time i went swimming? Gee, early this year i guess. But i felt good because i managed to go swimming today. I hope I'm able to wake up early tomorrow and go swimming again.

Yesterday was awesome. Well, Kak Yanie planned for a family gathering for us. Honestly, i wasn't sure where they'll be taking us. No idea of their actual plannings. So i woke up morning to make breakfast before heading to the shower. My mother had a tough time deciding on whether to go or not. Just because my brother was joking to her about taking her for a roller coaster ride(cute!). At first, she decided not to go with a reason that she does not want to leave the maid at home alone(its because something fishy going on lately..). It was raining cats an dogs when we were about to leave the house. While waiting for the rain to abate my brother and i tried to console my mother again. She still refuse. Ended up, at the very last minute, mother agreed to come along with one condition that is to bring along my maid. Sorry hubby for taking such along time to pick you up- had told you all the reasons.

Brother thought of cycling at Pasir Ris Park but it started drizzling and so we went to our next destination. At Pasir Ris Town Park hubby caught 2 prawns and my brother got 1. And i? Im still trying hard. Kak Yanie didnt caught one either. Im not satisfied and will come again to get you, prawn!
We had dinner at Han River. The food was just ok for me. Nothing special. Hhhmmm... But i had the most wonderful time yesterday.

-Sign Off @ 9:58 AM :)

Saturday, June 06, 2009

Thanks for coming to my house yesterday hubby. Hope u enjoyed the food that i had cooked for you. If it taste awful, please tell me. So i can cook better next time.

Yesterday, i was talking about combining my facebook with hubby but I'm not sure whether hubby really don't mind about the whole idea. I thought it would be cool to share one. Definitely i will be waiting for your green light to move in hubby.

Anyways, my right hand is numb and biting since yesterday. Not that excruciating but it is still painful. I cant help mother that much with the carrying of plastics of things she bought in the market. Only carry with my left hand. Sorry mother. And now, after blogging, i just feel like lying down in the living room under the fan and listening to my mp3. Today is still hot and humid. I wonder when will it be raining again.

-Sign Off @ 12:00 PM :)

Friday, June 05, 2009

Cant wait for hubby to come to my place after work today. I am doing the cooking today specially for my dearest sugar. Done with frying my Bee Hoon and left with the chicken.

I will be meeting hubby later at West Mall to do some groceries. Im totally excited.

-Sign Off @ 2:32 PM :)

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

Hubby... thanks for coming along with my family to my uncle's house last Sunday. =)

Today, i woke up early in the morning to get myself ready to go out with mum. Actual plan was to go to the bank and after that to Payar Lebar and lastly to Bugis. We didn't go to the bank but instead to Payar Lebar straight.

Mother and i went to Arab street to look for fabric. We happened to stop at this one particular shop and saw this net fabric with shimmer and fell in love with it. But it happened to be a little expensive. The one at the other side selling for $4 per meter but he sell it for $6. If only the other side carries maroon netting, for sure I'll buy. Further more this uncle wasn't friendly at all. We ask for a cheaper price and he only gave us 50 cents less. Mother wasn't happy and she bargain more. Ended up we only managed to get it at $5. Oh well, never mind. It's okay.

The weather was scotching hot. Perspiring and thirsty. Mother and and i tried to get back home as soon as possible. We didnt want to clash with working people trying to board the train home. We managed to reach home by 4pm feeling happy because we get to bought the things we were looking for.

-Sign Off @ 8:21 PM :)