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The girl who is so lost without you.

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-Be with my hubby forever..
-Make my parents proud..
-Have my own car(like real huh?)
-Try not to be slow thinker(want to be smart)
-To take up make up courses

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Monday, September 28, 2009



Lucky me there was no more drunkard man on the track after the race. This year, we took pictures with no disturbance. Well, being with hubby is all i need. I had such a wonderful time when I'm with him.

We ate at Burger King before heading to the entrance. Dang! I felt so full. Hubby bought 2 burgers for us to eat during the race. But I'm still full throughout the race. But i felt very thirsty. I keep reminding myself not to drink too much because I'm so lazy to look for the ladies. At times, you just cant help it. The thirst was killing me. So despite of the feeling of going to the toilet, i still drink alot.

Hubby bought Renault shirt and i bought their Polo shirt. Thanks Hubby!
Lovely time to spend for our 39 Monthsary! =)

-Sign Off @ 10:17 AM :)

Friday, September 25, 2009

Happy 3 Years & 3 Months Hubby!!!

Now that you are one more step closer in my life, i couldnt imagine myself being alone, living without you Hubby.
Love you so much my Sugary sweet candy!!
*Smooooooches!
Te quiero Hubby!!!

May Allah bless our relationship.
Amin.

-Sign Off @ 10:31 AM :)

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Second day of Jalan Raya. Went to visit the elderlies. Hubby joined us and I'm feeling glad. Wanted to wear the same colour but too bad i don't have much choices. Went to pick him up at his place and headed to the first house at Choa Chu Kang. I'm wearing purple Kebaya and he's wearing pink.

Bumped into my uncle and his family when we were about to leave the first house. So father decided to visit other houses together with them. So, total of three families together. =)

My little cousins were all over hubby. I think they really like him. Oh well, too bad Faisal wasn't there to join us. It would have been better if he was there with us.

Every house different drinks and ate kuih raya makes my tummy go bloated. We didn't have proper food. The only proper food we had was Fried Bee Hoon at Cik Leha's house. And that was for lunch. Before going home, we went to have our dinner at Mac Donald. We wanted to eat at Al Azhar but they were close obviously because it was the second day of Raya. Mac Donald was our only choice.

Didnt take alot of pictures but i had fun though. Thanks hubby for joining us.. really appreciate it sugar!

-Sign Off @ 9:35 AM :)

Monday, September 21, 2009



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Tired on first day of Raya. Relatives came to my house to celebrate the first day of Hari Raya since my grandparents passed away. My father is the oldest child in the family and so is my mother. Not only my relatives but also my father's colleagues was invited to come over to my house.
Woke up early yesterday to help mother in the kitchen cooking. A lot of things to be done early in the morning. Father's friends started to arrive at 12 pm and I'm still not yet change to baju kurung. My father was still moping the kitchen floor. Funny.

While my father was entertaining his friends, i took the opportunity to hurry and get change. My nose bled again and i stained my baju kurung with a drip of blood. Ran to my mother's room with holding a tissue on my nose i lay down next to her. I know she's worried about the bleeding that happens for quite sometime now. If it bled again, I'll go to the doctor. I did took a short nap. There was an hour interval of no visitors. Most of us took a short nap. Sleepy. Tired and restless.

Called hubby but he didn't answer. And even SMS him. Silence.
He called me in the afternoon saying using Kak Emi's mobile saying that he forgot his hand phone. No wonder!

My house was packed after 7pm. And i waited for hubby's family to arrive. He look so handsome in his baju kurung together with kain samping. =) I like!
Thanks for coming hubby.

-Sign Off @ 10:59 AM :)

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Woke up in the morning, tummy felt a little aching. No appetite to eat. I only ate vegetable and potato. Drink 2 mug of hot tea and another 2 mug of soy bean milk. Wow, it feels so good.

I was having my short nap when i heard mother talking loudly. She sounded very angry. She was mad at my sister for waking up late for work. And she's having trouble to reach work on time. So she called mother up asking her for cab fare. So that was when mother got angry about.
Hearing the commotion outside, i hurriedly get myself off the bed and wash my face to stay awake. I was shocked to see her sitting on the floor of her room staring at her bed, bed sheets and pillow case were on the floor. She was having a backache and so i offered my help.

Called hubby up and he's on his way to work. He thought of going to Geylang today and not on Saturday. You cant imagine how many people there at Geylang. Hopefully, today's plan wont be cancel. =)

-Sign Off @ 10:19 AM :)

Broken-Hearted Girl by Beyonce
Tuesday, September 15, 2009

You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No…No
No broken-hearted girl

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh

I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t wanna a broken heart
Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl No…no…
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

*Currently my Favourite song in my playlist. Just from me to Hubby.

-Sign Off @ 11:47 PM :)

Monday, September 14, 2009

Supposed to go Geylang yesterday but the plan was canceled. Hubby's mother was having a headache and so i went to his place to break fast there.

Hubby was craving for BBQ chicken and i managed to get it for him. First place that came on my mind was Alif. Hell yeah, I was right! There, they have Thai BBQ chicken and i bought 2 whole chickens to his place. Thanks to my brother for willing to send me to hubby's place. =)

Lucky me, they were tasty! Yummy! It was a last minute plan to break fast at his place. It doesn't matter to me. Since his mother wasn't feeling ok, i told him not to trouble his mother to cook special dishes. I can eat anything that they eat. I'm easy. =)

I hope your mother is feeling much better today hubby. =)
Going for an interview today. Pray hard that everything goes well.

-Sign Off @ 11:02 AM :)

Monday, September 07, 2009

Spicy Fried noodle, Sambal chicken... Wow.. my tummy is burning but Yummy! I even ate the black pepper crab that Mak Su gave. Had that at Hubby's place yesterday. Really full. Make 2 Pizzas with extra cheese, special request from hubby. And I'm glad to do it for Hubby. =)
Thanks to Hubby's mother for the wonderful food. How i wish i don't have to go home you know. After breaking fast, watch TV with the family then relax together and lastly, sleep. Have to wait for that.

All the Baju Kurung that Kak Emi send for tailoring turns out nice. B-E-A-UTIFUL!
I still have that fabric. Looking at her trying them on makes me think whether i can fit mine still. Hhhmmm. How Hubby?? *Biting my fingers (Dang! Forget im fasting)

By the way, my sister is having a fever and my mother had been nagging at her since morning. She just love making her nag. Sometimes, she just dont have the initiatives.

-Sign Off @ 10:57 AM :)

Sunday, September 06, 2009

Hubby came over to my place after work to break fast yesterday. Thank you so much Sugar.
Tomorrow, it will be my turn to go over to your place. =)
Cant wait.

My brother and sister went to Geylang after breaking fast while hubby, mother and i stayed at home. Hmmm, still not yet go to Geylang but...its ok. I was busy transfering songs into hubby's mobile and also wondering how to put caller ringtone on under my name. So everytime when i call him, there will be special ringtone just for me. Finally, i did got it done. Trying to wake hubby up when my nose bled. Again?
Ya. Not sure why but i hope im all fine. Sorry hubby, it dripped on your hand.

-Sign Off @ 9:30 AM :)

Wednesday, September 02, 2009

Finally!
Done with cleaning up my wardrobe. Its not that bad after all. Mother wanted me to search for her a black pants which actually belongs to me previously. After all the searching done, still i couldnt find it so i assume it must have been sitting in my sister's wardobe. BUT, how am i supposed to look for it in there? Its like a mountain of clothes standing behind the close door and when you open it... *Boom!
I rather not take the risk. I'll definitely wait for her to get home and get it done for me. =)

Hubby called me just now. Goodness. Felt like im energized after hearing his voice. Similar as yesterday, he's busy. And tomorrow, his partner will be back. Hopefully, tomorrow will be a much better day fo him. *Sigh*

-Sign Off @ 4:51 PM :)

Tuesday, September 01, 2009

Feeling much better now and putting it behind me or shall i say putting my butt on it rather. Excuse my language.

Still pouring outside and it doesnt make me feel any better. Still feeling warm right now maybe due to the heat from my laptop. I dont know. Sitting infront of my electronic brain still thinking as im typing about...im not sure exactly what but something triggers my mind.

-Sign Off @ 3:21 PM :)