The day is getting nearer... Im so excited! But at the same time....disappointed with myself this year. I got my reason for that. Im sad. Ya.
My knee hurt so badly. Im not sure why. Im not sure how much longer i can stand it. The pain was excruciating and Im not lying. Last night i did massage it with ointment but the pain doesnt go away. *sob *sob
I dont want to be depress. All i need to do is to focus on certain things; much important things. Im sorry, I keep on focusing through the right path but I tend to lost my way. Im not being imature but its just things that need to be made crystal clear.
Have you ever had this feeling of fear in you. The fear of loosing the most preacious someone; someone you love so much and mean alot in your life. Ofcourse
besides your family members though. This is my first time ever.
Today wasnt as bad as yesterday. Not that sleepy as yesterday. =) It seems like HR people cant see me do work at the reception area. They will call me up to go upstairs and help them with their work like filing, etc. Hmmm... what to do... Im working right?
He look like a baby when he's asleep. Such an angel. I wonder.... will he love me as much as i love him? Will he get bored?
I dont know why this questions bothers me so much...
It feels different eversince i started working. Very. There are a few changes in life. Only hoping that our love wont change a single bit. Yeah.
Now is the time to focus on our future together getting married, having our own house and etc.
Mother is unwell. She cant stand her coughing anymore and decided to go to the docter this morning. Ya, she had a tough night last night. Cant sleep with the cough bothering her night. Hopefully she can sleep tonight. The weird thing is... she's not sleeping from just now. She said she cant close her eyes to sleep because her mind wasnt at ease. Feels like someone whispering at her that she had unsettled chores. Weird.
Hmm...Hubby is coming over today... so... not sure what time though but... thought of odering pizza..
Been very tired lately coming back home from work. Well, what do you expect? Waking up at 5 am getting all ready by 6 am and not being late for the transport. Had no mood for the past few days not sure why. But i just felt like knocking people down while driving. Especially if i saw the top ranking person on my enemy list. Must be 'syiok ah'!
Been having bread all a while during lunch. Hmmmm... Due to certain reason. Having bad shoulder ache and the pain is killing me.
*Sigh